LOVE LIFE AND PAIN

In The Between

I saw you and him infront of me
I have to choose one of you
It's hard but still I have no option

Between you and him
There are many differences can be seen
He is more matured in mind
Guide me with all his might
While you always act as a childish person in every moved you make

Somehow...
The difficulties you both brought to me make me feel breathless
But the fact you both do care for me make me really happy

Both of you had your own speciality
Both of you has a lack here and there
But with the love and care you two has show to me all the lacking become invisible in my eyes

I love both of you until I find hard to let one of you go
Go from my life and my heart
I become greedy over you two even I know I cannot have you both in my life
Show me some bad side of your behaviour to me
Let me see it clearly because I might know who is the best between you two

Tell me what should I do
So my decision won't hurt anyone of you
Or should I let you both go and being alone until my time come
I am so confused with my heart game
Help me God
Show me who is right for me
I don't want to be like this
I don't like to stuck in the between

BY SUE
28042017