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i opened my eyes and found myself in an unfamiliar bed with arms wrapped around my waist. my heart jumped a little, but i soon remembered the day before and that the person holding me must be ashton.

i wiggled out of his grip and tried not to wake him up, just because i knew tonight was a big one for him and the band. they were headlining madison square garden, and tonight was no doubt going to be one of the things they'll always remember as a band and as themselves.

i stood up and strectched my back, noticing ashton only stirred slightly since i pried his arms off me. god, he was so insanely perfect. i never would've thought this would be real. hell, i literally just slept with ashton fucking irwin. the amount of people that would kill to be in my position...

the hotel room the boys were staying in was pretty big considering they were all together. there were three little rooms with places to sleep, and then a pull out couch. i walked out of ashtons room and into the main part, i guess you could call it, and luke was sitting on the pull out on his phone with the tv on.

"hey luke." i said, my voice raspy from just waking up.

"oh, hey mia. here, come sit." he said and moved over so i could sit next to him.

"where're the other boys?" i asked.

"well, you know where ashton is." luke smirked at me, and i playfully hit him in the arm while he laughed. "i'm just kidding! but michael and calum are out getting bagels or something. they'll be back soon."

"cool." i said. "so, are you more excited or nervous?"

"what?" luke said, oblivious. i laughed.

"for the show tonight! it's madison square garden, you're bound to feel something." i rolled my eyes.

"oh yeah!" luke laughed. "honestly, i'm more excited. i mean, it's just like any other show except the stage is bigger and the crowd is louder and practically everyone who's ever really made it has played there." he shrugged.

"luke, i've been a fan of yours long enough to know you get nervous sometimes, and i can see right through your act. although other shows may not be a big deal for you because you're used to it.. this one definetly is."

luke groaned and flopped on his back. "you're right. i feel like everythings going to go wrong."

"well i promise you it won't. you trust me, right?" i smiled.

luke chuckled. "yeah, i trust you. but it's still scary. terrifying, actually."

i grabbed luke's hand. "hey, well we're proud of you. and even if you puke all over ashton's drum set, we'll still say it was the best show you put on yet."

luke laughed and went to say something, but we both turned our heads towards ashtons room and i yanked my hand away from him. ashton stumbled out, and his eyes seemed to brighten when he saw me. and for some reason, i couldn't help but feel guilty. ashton and i weren't dating, but it felt like we were. holding luke's hand a few moments ago didn't seem like a big deal, but now i feel like the biggest bitch on the planet.

"hey m. how long have you been awake?" ashton asked, joining me and luke on the bed.

"not long. i just came in here a few minutes ago. luke and i were talking about the big show tonight." i said, leaning into ashton.

"it is pretty big, isn't it?" ashton said, lightly chuckling.

"obviously. and i can't wait to see it happen." i clutched ashtons arm.

ashton was about to say something, but michael and calum then walked into the room holding a bag of what presumed was bagels. michael jumped onto the bed with us, and it was at this point i realized there were way too many people on this small platform.

i crawled on top of ashton and off the bed, grabbing a bagel and sitting at the counter. ashton quickly followed suit and took the stool next to me.

"luke, don't tell me you're leaving to go eat too!" michael whined. "i just sat down! stay with me, please?"

"shut up michael." luke laughed and came to get breakfast as well.

"any of you guys know what time it is?" i asked the boys, and calum took out his phone.

"it is.. 10am." he smiled, and I thanked him.

"we're all going to have to get going soon then." i said, turning to ashton.

"hm? why?" he asked.

"because soundcheck is soon." i stated in a 'duh' tone and rolled my eyes.

"oh yeah," luke then trailed, throwing his half eaten bagel out. "im gonna go get ready then. see ya later mia."

"bye luke!" i said, then decided i should probably get going too.

"where're you going?" ashton asked, puttig a hand on my shoulder.

"what? you think i didn't buy soundcheck for your show?" i rolled my eyes, grabbing my phone and bag out of ashtons room and walking back in to the 'kitchen'.

"i don't remember you telling us you had soundcheck!" michael exclaimed, still comfortable on the pull out.

"yeah m. what the hell?" ashton laughed.

"i probably would've told you, maybe we forgot." i shrugged.

"okay then. see you there?" ashton asked.

"of course. and in case i dont see you guys before the show, just know that you're all gonna do amazing and the 5SOS fam loves you."i smiled, and then went to leave.

ashton laughed. "thanks mia, but i'll get a security guard to bring you back before the show. i promise."

luke then walked back out and gave me a hug. "you didn't think you were gonna leave without a hug, did you?" luke said, and i swear i could see a hint of jealousy lining ashtons features. i pulled myself off a luke and opened the door.

"hey, you're cute and all luke, but i'm more of an ashton girl." i smirked and left, shutting the door tight behind me.

a/n: i'm finally back!! i took a little hiatus for a while and i feel so bad for leaving suddenly without saying anything,but i got inspiration to write this againand im more than happy to be back! thank you for being so patient and welcome to all my new readers! i hope you enjoyed this chapter, and another one will definitely be coming your way soon :-)

also sorry if this chapter is trash, im a little rusty lolol

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