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Mother,

I've gone back and forth about whether or not I should keep writing. I feel decieved, and cheated and I just wish I knew why you felt the need to lie.

I have decided to continue, though, because everything that's been happening, needs to be documented. I need to be able to look back at all that's happened and have some sort of proof that this place hasn't driven me mad, like it did you.

But I think I will just continue in a journal from now on. I can't keep writing to you. Until I know every detail of what's happened, I can't bear to think of you.

I don't know who I am anymore.

Dad has obviously been lying to me too, but you were the one who was in my life every day. It hurts worse that you were lying- whereas with dad, I'm just confused more than angry.

I don't know if this will be my last letter to you, ever, but it will be for a while at least.

Laura

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