Supernatural Imagines

Impurity Soulless!Sam x Reader

I am going to start trying to make these imagines more gender neutral because I want to be friendly towards everyone!

Song: Not Afraid Anymore- Halsey

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     Sammy.

     My Sammy is soulless. He doesn't care for me anymore. He left me alone, but I don't feel helpless. I am going to show him that he made a mistake.

     I'm going to get my old Sammy back. If I know him, and I do, I know where he would go, even if he was soulless.

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     I slowly walk up the trail. Sam and I bought this cabin a long time ago. We would always go here when we wanted alone time or just relaxation. The leaves of the autumn crunched beneath my feet and I took a deep breath. Sam was alway so sweet to me, he'd hold me so tightly and whisper sweet nothings.

     I hold his jacket closer to me, it was the only thing he left. When I neared the cabin, I saw a faint light. I think it was a fire. The moonlight lit up the pathway to the cabin and my pickpocket kit jingled in my hand.

     I unlock the cabin door and peeked inside. "Sam?" I whisper.

     I take a few steps into the cabin and he is no where to be seen. The fire lights up the dim living room. I had set down his jacket when I heard a creak behind me.

      I barely had any time to turn around before I was blindsided.

     "I told you to leave me (Y/n), but you never listened to me."

     It was Sam, but it wasn't the Sam I knew and loved. He looked empty and full of hatred.

     "Did you bring Dean here?" He questioned me forcefully.

     I shook my head and he kept my arms pinned behind my back.

     "Sammy, I know your in there." I called out to him.

     He lifted me up a little bit then slammed me back into the floor. I groaned in pain.

     "The Sam you knew is gone." He lifted me up and pushed me away.

     Tears prick the corners of my eyes. Sam, my Sam, didn't care for me anymore. I stepped closer to him and he glared at me. If I wasn't a hunter, I'd be terrified.

     "You can bend me until I break." I tell him.

     I step a little bit closer to him. He frowns and curls up his fists.

     "You can beat me until I can't move."

      I took another step.

      "I'm dangerous (Y/n), I'm an earthquake, I destroy everything. I will hurt you." He explained to me.

     He took a step backwards.

     "You can cut off my air but I'll still breath for you." I told him.

     "The evil I hold will crawl under your skin and torment you until you can't take it anymore." He told me.

     He took a step backwards whereas I took another step forward.

     "My entire life is a living hell Sam Winchester. I hunt the darkness in the world, don you think that I know what evil is? You are the opposite!" I assured him.

     He backed up until he touched the wooden wall in behind him. I took another step towards him.

     "You can push me as far away as you want, but like a ball, I will always bounce back to you."

     I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him close to my chest. He held me to closer to him.

     I released the hug after a little bit and looked him in the eyes. He didn't have the same shine in his eyes like he used to.

     "I don't want you here (Y/n)."

     Those words are what sent me crumbling.  Before I could process what was happening, he put his jacket in my hands and pushed me out the door. He locked the door behind him and rain began to fall. The cool liquid ran down my face and my hair slicked down.

     Sam didn't want me here anymore. I offered to love something that was so impure and maybe even unfixable and he just pushed me away. I didn't cry for Sam. I cried for the one that I used to know.

     The one who loved me.

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