The next day at school, I kept my eyes trained on the ground. Who knows how many people Derrick has told. They will know I'm different, I can't let them find out.
As I walked through the halls, I was shocked by the lack of whispers and judgmental glances. It was almost like I am still invisible. Glancing around, I noticed that no one even glanced in my direction. Did he not tell?
I rushed to my locker, but froze at the sight of it. Someone covered my locker with cheesy apology cards. Surely they had the wrong locker. I quickly put in the combination and when I opened it a rose with a note fell out. I cautiously picked it up and glanced around before reading it.
Emma,
I am so sorry. I don't know what happened to you, and I'll even admit I don't know much about you. But I know that no one should be alone and invisible. You are so beautiful and strong, I just want everyone to see that. I want them to stop mocking you, to see what I see.
You are truly the most beautiful girl I have ever met! When I saw you in that dress you took my breath away. I knew you had to get it, so I bought it for you.
Please accept my apology,
Derrick.
As soon as I finished the note I felt a tap on my shoulder. Turning I saw Derrick there with a wrapped box, no doubt containing the dress, and a bouquet of flowers.
"Am I forgiven?" he asked.
I glanced around, this whole display had caused quite the commotion. people had gathered and were pointing and whispering.
I gulped and took a deep breath. The look on Derricks face was terrible, he looked so guilty, like he had kicked my puppy.
" Derrick, I.." I stuttered. "I can't do this any more."
I slammed my locker and rushed out of the school. I heard him yelling after me, but just kept running.
Obviously doing gymnastics had me in good shape, so I quickly lost him. I ran into my house, tears streaming down my face.
"I'm ready mom, I'm done trying to be normal." I said
She walked out of her home office looking hopeful.
"Are you sure sweety?" she asked
I nodded. "I'm ready to give it another try.
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Over the next few days We sold our house and mom took me out of school.
Mom was at home finishing packing and I stopped in at Janin's dance studio.
"Hey sweetie, its been a long time, Derrick's been asking about you." She said
I forced a smile.
" Janin, I'm moving. So I'm just here to pick up the last of my things." I stated, not looking at her.
"oh dear, I'm so sorry!" she rushed over and gave me a hug. "i know it's none of my business, but does it have anything to do with Derrick?"
"No, I am just tired of pretending." I said
She nodded with tears in her eyes, and pulled me into another hug.
"I'm going to miss you so much deary." she exclaimed.
"I'll miss you too." I replied.
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By the end of that day we had packed all of our things and were ready to leave.
As we drove away i noticed everything looked normal, like the world kept spinning on. No one even knew we were here.
Glancing in the rear view mirror, i noticed someone chasing us.
"Who is that?" Mom asked
"someone from school." I replied
"Should I stop?" she asked
"No."
As we drove away I watched as he gave up and stared at us driving away. He got smaller and smaller, but I couldn't wipe the broken look he had from my mind.
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Just Another Nerd With a Secret. (on hold)
Teen FictionWhen a girl goes through so much pain to look ugly and be hated you know she is hiding something. Emma Larson is hiding something huge that if exposed could destroy her. She keeps up her secrets and walls well, but what happens when a boy comes in a...