YAY Another Update!!! You are all some lucky ducklings!
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Training was getting easier as the weeks past. I had completely ignored Twitter, not wanting to read any response Derrick could have posted.
I had one last competition before the Olympic try-outs. It was an invite only competition, so everyone knew who would be coming. I was ready for it, but dreading it at the same time. Everyone knew I was coming, and that meant Derrick could make an appearance.
I refuse to lie, Derrick has been occupying my mind when ever I'm not in training. It was driving me insane!
Maybe I should check Twitter really quick, just to see my fans daily tweets.
No!
No more distractions!
I need to focus on my dream, not some stupid boy who could ruin it all.
I sighed and decided to grab some food on the way home.
I waved to my coach and some of the other girls on the way out.
After a quick drive I found myself at Olive Garden. I LOVE OLIVE GARDEN!
I need a pick-me-up after my current mental issues and their food is to die for.
After ordering a salad I pulled out my phone. I had three unread texts.
The first was my mom asking where I was, I quickly responded.
The next was my coach telling me what to wear for the competition.
The last one was an unknown number.
I didn't open it.
After eating I drove home and decided I needed to dance and let off some steam.
I went to the dance studio in our house and plugged in my phone to the speaker system.
Get Cool came on and I instantly started free styling. It felt amazing to just let go and dance like a crazy person.
After about three other songs I felt immensely better and decided to have a movie night.
I pulled out Pitch Perfect and cuddled into a fluffy blanket in our living room.
Before the movie started I was sitting in silence. Normally being alone doesn't bother me, mom is always away on work, but for some reason I just wished Bree and my other friends were here.
For once in my life I had finally had friends that liked me for me, not because of my gymnastic career. I blew it. It was finally settling in how alone and lonely I was, and how much I missed my old life, my fake life.
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So sorry for the shortness and fillerness. I am having major writers block!
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