Sexuality and All That Jazz

Blah bla depressed la blah blah gay bla lah

Sometimes I wonder if I'm depressed, or if the occasional emptiness and breakdowns are fairly normal for a middle schooler. In all honesty, it doesn't feel that bad. But every now and then... it does. And then I feel awful.

I get the feeling that the whole sexuality issue isn't helping. I can get into such a low mood when I think about the knowledge that I'm not straight, thinking about the complications, having to come out, etc. Or when I think about my lack of knowledge about my actual sexuality. Not knowing pulls me apart, and it's so frickin annoying!!!

Ok, is that's all the ranting I have for you today, sorry I haven't updated in a while. Sorry if I depressed you. Sorry if I'm repeating myself. Ok bai I go eat Chinese takeout now.