Confession

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Chapter Sixteen
Third Person's POV


Hindi mapakaling lakad ng lakad si Sica sa loob ng dorm niya. Naghihintay siyang matapos si Arsen na linisin ang sugat sa loob ng cr niya.

"Fuck! Fuck it!" he groaned in pain. Nanginginig itong binunot ang bala sa braso niya at dali daling binuhusan ng sandamakmak na alcohol. He will never get used to a gun shot's pain. Ilang bala na ang tumama sa katawan niya at ni isa non ay hindi niya kaya ang sakit. It is just unbreable.

"Arsen? Arsen?"

Hindi na nakapaghintay si Sica at pumasok na siya upang malaman ang kalagayan nito sa loob.

"I told you, to... Stay outside" he groaned sealing his wound. Ito yata ang pinakamasakit.

Walang imik si Sica na pinapanood ito. Just too painful to watch na ganito lage ang eksena nilang apat. They are good people, why do they have to experience this?

"You rest now. Ihahatid kita bukas sa cebu. Sa sofa ako matutulog" sabi nito habang sapo sapo ang naka bandage na balikat palabas ng cr.

"Ihahatid mo ako bukas? Kailangan mong magpahinga may sugat ka."

"I don't mind"

"P..pero, kailangan kong malaman ang kalagayan ni Cley" mahinahon niyang sabi pero namumugto na ang mga mata.

Umiwas ito ng tingin sa dalaga. Masakit ang loob niya na kahit sa mga oras na ito ay ang kapatid pa rin niya ang inaalala nito. Ganoon na nga ba talaga ka importante ang lalakeng iyon sa kanya?

"He is fine." matipid niyang sagot. Hindi na dapat siya magdagdag ng impormasyon at baka lalo itong mag-alala.

"How fine? Is he safe? Nasaan siya ngayon? Bakit hindi niya sinasagot ang tawag ko? Bakit hindi niya ako binalikan?"

Parang tinusok ang puso ni Arsen. After all he did, si Cley pa rin ang hinahanap niya.

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"Arsen?! Where the hell are you going? You were shot!" wika ni Quirt na akay akay si Cley. Just like him, may tama rin ito sa likod and he fainted. They have to send him to the hospital now.

"I have to go back to check if she's okay"

His other older brother, Zace stopped him. "She is calling Cley's phone, she's surely safe right now"

"That thug promised her to stay and wait for him, and he is dying! I won't let her wait for hours in fear!" winakli nito ang kamay na nakahawak sa braso niya at sapo-sapo ang sugat habang mabilis na naglalakad pabalik sa parking lot.

Buo na ang loob niya, he need to send her back somewhere safe. She has to leave this place hangga't hindi pa siya nadadamay.

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"You have to let go your attachments here, Sica and don't ever come back here anymore" labag sa loob na sabihin niya iyon pero kailangan niyang gawin.

"I decided not to. Desisyon kong mapadpad dito at ako rin ang magdedesisyong umalis"

"Tss. You can't stay here, you understand? Bakit ba matigas ang ulo mo?"

Kumurap kurap siya at hindi na kaya pa ang pagtrato sa kanya ni Arsen. She's scared but she could no longer fake how hurt she is sa salita nito sa kanya.

"Bakit ka ba ganyan ha? Ganyan na ba kasama ang ugali mo?"

"Totoo. Masama ang ugali ko. Ano naman sa ngayon?"

"Then I hate you! Matapos akong magpauto sa pagiging girlfriens mo ng isang araw, tatratuhim mo lang akong parang hindi mo ako nakita? Pwes kung walang nagsasabi sayo nito, gago ka! Kung akala mo cool ka na dyan sa ugali mo, para malaman mo hindi!" her voice cracked but he is just maintaining his straight attitude na tila walang epekto ang lahat ng sinabi ni Sica sa kanya.

"Hindi ko kasalanang nauto kita. Alam mo na palang ganun ang ginagawa ko sa mga babae, kumagat ka pa"

A crispy, strong slap landed on his face. Umigting ang panga niya sa ginawang iyon ni Sica. That was the first time, a girl slapped him. It bruised his ego at walang emosyon niyang hinarap ang dalaga.

"Slap me as much as you want but I don't care. Alam mo, dalawa lang tayo dito sa kwarto mo at kahit may tama ako ng baril, I will not hesitate to take advantage of that" every word he said ay katumbas rin ng isang hakbang hanggang sa mag pang-abot ang katawan nila Sica kaya ay gayun na lang ang pag-atras nito upang dumikit siya sa kisame ng living area.

Halos mapugto ang hininga niya ng maamoy ang hininga ni Arsen. Another dejavu feeling hit her again. The familiarity.

"Remember it well, Sica. I know you remember me"

"What-what do you mean?" nagsibagsakan ulit ang mga luha sa pisngi niya. This feeling...just happened before.

Without any response, Arsen pressed his lips to hers deep, harsh but passionate. She's not a kisser and she is following his lead. With an arm sneaking around her waist, a gasp escape from her mouth when his lips parted and moved to the back of her earlobe down to her neck.

This guy is supposedly is not allowed to do this to her. Will she let him take advantage of her once more? Hindi na ba siya nadala kung paano siya nito pinaikot?

Before he reached somewhere private ay binuhos nito ang buong lakas upang matulak ang binata palayo sa kanya.

"Tama na, Arsen. Hindi mo na ako pag-aari."

He smirked. "Therefore, dapat pala nong girlfriend pa kita ay ginawa na natin to?"

"I can't believe that there is someone like you. I almost believe by your sugar coated words and action, lahat pala iyon ay utos ng demonyo mong isip. Among the four of you, you are the worst!"

Those eyes of him, that wrathful glare is like a sharp knife pointing on her. Nasaktan ba niya ito? Why is it telling her that he wants her to stop but his actions and words doing the opposite? Bakit niya ito ginagawa niya?

"Yeah! I am the worst. At the first place, you don't belong here. Bakit ka nga ba nandito? Women who came here wants to hook up with rich and arrogant guys like me. Are you one of them?"

"What? G-ganyan na ba tingin mo sakin"

Pwede bang tumahimik na siya? He is too insensitive!

"I am the worst. Why did you just easily forgot me, Sica? Didn't you recognize my voice?" his eyes are blazing like fire, puno ng negatibong emosyon at galit. Nagseselos siya at mas lalong nasasaktan siya. He has to convince her to escape this hell before it is too late.

"Nababaliw ka na ba? Ano ba yang mga pinagsasabi mo?"

Ngumisi ito ng nakakatakot, as if he is about to do something very terrible.

"I fucked up and abducted you. It was me! It was fucking me! See? I am more worst than you think." madiin niyang sabi.

While her mind was trying to grasp the situation, her breathing became more faster than normal where she end up covering her mouth. Hindi pwedeng nagsisinungaling siya, she never told anyone about this even Cley. His voice? Yes his voice, it was definitely him.

"That shitty prayers wont work if I will rape you so you better shut the hell up. If there is someone you'll beg to spare your life with, it should be me"

"More sob, baby and then you are fucked. I am horny as shit and wheeping turns me on."

"Undress now. Don't you dare do anything else. To run, to shout or even pulling out your blindfold. Ayokong galawin ang taong walang buhay"

"Masisikmura mo bang makasama ako sa lugar na to, Sica? Makakaya mo pa bang harapin ako araw araw habang naaalala mo kung paano ka magmakaawa?"

"You are... A devil"

"Right." he nodded. "What now?"

Naiwang mag-isa si Arsen sa living area si ng dali daling pumasok si Sica sa kwarto nito. Sabay ng malakas na pagsara ng pinto ay ang pagtulo ng mga luhang kanina pa pinipigilan ni Arsen na bumagsak.

It was too painful that it seems just to much to bare.

He composed himself at tumayo malapit sa pintuan ng kwarto nito.

"I'll leave now. I will ask Brandon to pick you up, tomorrow 7 in the morning "

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