I'll Hold You Down Pt 2.

So Much To Think About

As me and Drake are driving back home, I can't stop thinking about how I am gonna be a mother, I was not looking forward to this especially not now. Drake doesn't seem to understand why I am worried and not so happy, this wasn't what I wanted.
    I look at Drake and I hold his hand, well actually I squeeze it, cause I am a little bit too nervous. He squeezes it back.
     " Rihanna, it's okay, everything is gonna be fine, you gotta trust me, I am always gonna be there with you."
    " Okay, Drake, okay. I just know that was the same thing my father said, and he left, I don't wanna be a single mother, if I am gonna be that I might as well get an abortion".
     " DON'T SAY THAT, WE AINT GONNA KILL BABIES THATS NOT GONNA HAPPEN AT ALL!!".
   " I am sorry, I didn't mean to say it like that, I am just scared".
" Just relax, it's not here yet, we have plenty of time."
    " Okay, Okay,".
Drake phone starts to ring...
Hello, hey wassup Wayne. What?! Nah man your kidding right, dude ain't get enough yet, he still mad over Nicki?? Man... Imma have to hurt his feelings then, Ightt talk to you later Wayne".
I looked at him...
" What happened?"
" Nothing babe, don't worry about".
  " No tell me"
" It's about Meek Mill, he still starting shit with me, I am gonna have to go to the studio tonight and make up some diss tracks".
I looked at him, mad, he's leaving me for a stupid rap beef, fuck Meek Mill, his music is garbage anyway, be the bigger person and let him talk that's all he is doing. But I have this strange feeling about this whole rap battle beef, it weird that Drake won't let it go, and Meek won't be quite about it, it makes me wonder why this got all started.
    I know one thing, it better not bring me in it , cause Nicki might still be salty about that ass whooping I have her. But until now I am just gonna soak in the fact that I am gonna be a mother in 9 months. I hope I am ready for it.