Dear Mom,
I never meant to hurt you, yet I hurt you in so many ways. Today will be the last time I hurt you. This isn't your fault, it's mine. I am selfish and uncaring. You were always trying so hard to take care of me ever since I was a little boy. You've seen the best and worst of me. Your dream was to see me graduate. I'm afraid you will never see that. I have disappointed you again. I'm sorry. I wish I could say goodbye to you. A real, genuine goodbye without Johnson pushing me out a window. I don't even remember the last thing I said to you! Do you remember me, Evan Hansen? Do you remember your little, nature-obsessed boy that had to go to therapy and take pills? Do you remember the fun times we shared? I needed to leave. Because I hurt you. Because I'm a failure. You might never read this. Johnson might rip it up or burn it. Or maybe you'll read this and understand why I killed myself. Maybe that'll give you courage to call the police about Johnson. I never got to say goodbye to your face, but I'll say it now. Goodbye. Forever. I love you.
Sincerely,
Evan Hansen
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Fanfiction(Treebros) After Evan shows up at his locker asking for his history notes, Connor starts falling in love with the anxious boy. But things get complicated when Evan's abusive dad shows up.
