Dear Connor Murphy,
I have no words for the pain I caused you. You are the world's most wonderful boyfriend and I just got in your way. I caused you unnecessary worrying. I don't deserve someone as beautiful as you. I can't explain everything because there are no words to express what I'm feeling right now. So I'll let you think about me for a bit until the memory of me grows old and distant.
I saw you almost die twice. I'm sorry you weren't here to save me. Stay alive for me. I love you. I love you more than anyone else. I wanted to marry you. That was my dream, my happy ending. But I don't deserve a happy ending. Goodbye. I love you.
Sincerely,
Evan Hansen
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Fanfiction(Treebros) After Evan shows up at his locker asking for his history notes, Connor starts falling in love with the anxious boy. But things get complicated when Evan's abusive dad shows up.