Dear Connor Murphy,

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Dear Connor Murphy,

I have no words for the pain I caused you. You are the world's most wonderful boyfriend and I just got in your way. I caused you unnecessary worrying. I don't deserve someone as beautiful as you. I can't explain everything because there are no words to express what I'm feeling right now. So I'll let you think about me for a bit until the memory of me grows old and distant.

I saw you almost die twice. I'm sorry you weren't here to save me. Stay alive for me. I love you. I love you more than anyone else. I wanted to marry you. That was my dream, my happy ending. But I don't deserve a happy ending. Goodbye. I love you.
Sincerely,
Evan Hansen

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