SINCEREST [Part 2]

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We were in studio, boys were up to recording but they were writing more today, so it was not really a hectic day. I was sitting folding my legs on couch with cup of coffee, whenever I'm feeling a little anxious about anything I prefer coffee to fill my senses only, and it was doing its job nearly possible, I was just over thinking about my health.

Niall: "um!! this time we should write about some sort of wedding thing?"

Liam:"but not too cheesy"

Alex: "no!! Not wedding" she shook her head and frowned at their idea, while sitting beside me with her cup of coffee, as if she knew what they were talking about

Louis: "then we should write about an idiot, who is married to a normal guy"

Liam: "and that normal guy is done with her craziness level"

Niall: "and maybe he's gonna throw her off from the cliff now, because she's insane"

They all started teasing her, no matter what topic is going on and if Alex says anything now its time for them to tease her to the boiling point

"Harry! Please tell them to stop" Alex screamed, while harry was laughing covering his mouth

"Poor fella James" harry said teasingly, and now Alex was about to burst upon them like volcano, she just started throwing cushions at them, and eventually it turned into pillow fight, they were all targeting poor Alex, but harry took her side and rest of them were hitting them, I found myself cackling at them sitting there on the couch with my coffee, after long time since I was distressed,

(You should be happy Jasmin, why are you anxious, everything's gonna be fine, you'll give birth to healthy babies, nothings gonna happen like before) at that time I was feeling really happy inside my heart, the numb feeling inside my stomach was tingling with a little joy,

(I know you are happy) I talked to my almost flat tummy

"Staaappp!! Please!!! Jas help" Alex was shouting for help, but all I can do at that time was laughing at them,

"Jas I'll kill you, don't laugh" she threw cushion on my face, not remembering the hot coffee cup I was holding in my hand on my lap, the cushion hit right on my coffee cup spilling the hot liquid on my tummy, causing shivers to run down my whole body and the burning sensation on my belly, the numbness twitched inside me for a while

"Are you crazy Alex" harry frowned at Alex, but more concerned to check me first
"You okay jas!? Is it okay?" Harry rubbed his hand on my belly

"Here take this" niall quickly grabbed the cover cloth from the sofa

"I'm- I'm so sorry Jasmin! I didn't knew-" she couldn't complete her sentence, tears filling her eyes she left the lounge

"No Alex wait" I called her in my weak voice, causing my eyes to also fill with tears

"I'm a bad Mom, I can't even protect myself" I looked down at my belly where harry was drying the coffee soaking it up with the cloth

"No jas! You are not a bad Mom,
you-you are awesome" harry cupped my warm cheeks and wiped my tears with his large thumbs which rolled down from the corner of my eyes, sitting still on his knees in front of me

"Jas! Girl, come on" liam patted my head

"You are not a bad Mom jas" Louis patted my shoulder

"I'm sorry guys! These are just hormones" I giggled trying to dry the corner of my eyes with my sleeve, I stood up

"Harry! Come with me" I took Harry's hand to take him with me to Alex, but he frowned a little
"Come on baby! It wasn't her fault" I insisted and he stood up, we went to Alex's room she was crying on phone,

"I don't know why I'm so bad, I hurt her, .. and babies" her voice breaking while she was talking, Sitting on the side of bed

"You are not bad Alex" I went there and sat down next to her, and she quickly hanged up phone

"I'm sorry jas! I really am" she sniffed looking at her feet, not eye contacting with me, I wiped off her tears and hugged her

"Its ok hon! Don't worry I'm fine, and it wasn't your fault" I patted her back and she hugged me tighter

"I'm a bad aunt" she said

"You are the best aunt" I quickly moved back and slapped her head playfully, and she looked at harry who was standing there crossing his hands at his back with a little forced smile

"I'm sorry harry, please don't be angry" she stood up

"Are you mad, I can't be angry upon you" he hugged her, and I know he wasn't angry upon her now