I Am Yours [ManXBoy] BOOK 2

Chapter Forty-Six: Risk

Riri's POV:

" Don't tell this to Ethan and Elizabeth or anyone in the house. Please."

" let's not lose hope. There are more doctors who will surely get the baby out without harming you or risking your life."

" just promise me?"

" I... can't"

" Rox, please... I don't want them to be paranoid about this. "

" I can't lie to them Riri.  And besides they will surely know this. I don't know when or how but I know they will know this".

Hindi ko na siya sinagot pa. Humiga na lang ako sa kama at nagmumukmok at tumulo na ang luha ko.

Ibubuwis ko ang buhay ko para sa anak ko. Kahit mawala man ako, basta nasa maayos na kalagayan ang anak ko. Kailangan ko siyang mailabas ng maayos.

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" this is very crucial, a perilous thing for you to take. "

" you have to do everything!. You have to make sure the baby is alive!"

" I.... I'm... But.. You're life will be at risk. It will surely depreciate your system. If you want to stay alive Riri, you must lose the baby or...."

" I said let the baby stay alive".

" there's no other option. You will be delivering the baby through Cesarean procedure."

" please, let the baby feel what it feels like to live"

" If only there are other ways that both of you will survive. I am sorry".
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Nagising ako ng may pumasok na lalaki na naka suit.

" Ethan!". Nagagalak kong tawag sa kanya.

" babe. How are you?".

Hinalikan niya ako sa pisngi habang nakahiga ako at inalayan sa pagbangon.

" so.. How was your check up went?".

" mmm. Same as usual. This week manganganak na ako Ethan".

Maipinta sa mukha ko ang naghahalong lungkot at saya.

" what's wrong?".

" ha?". Pagmaang maangan ko.

" you look tired, sad... I could sense something isn't right. Tell me"

Idinantay ko ang mga kamay ko sa mukha niya.

" nothing's wrong. Paranoid ka lang yata. At isa pa. Ikaw tong mukhang pagod! Kaya huwag ka nga dyan".

I kissed him and made smile pagkatapos.

" okay. But you can't hide something from me".

" I know." putol kong patawa.

Nagbonding kami sa bahay ni Ethan. More of playing indoor games lang kami. We played scrabble, chess, yung mga light games lang. Nagluto din si Ethan ng specialty niyang Pasta na hindi ko alam kung ano pang nilagay niya bukod sa sauce at meat.

Gustuhin man naming magtalik, baboy din namang tignan na buntis ako tapos makikipagtalik ako?. Kaya we resorted I mean I resorted na jakolin na lang siya.

It made sense when he blows everything up and passionately kissed me.

It was night then. Katabi ko si Ethan na natutulog ng mahimbing.

Caryll and Michele went to a club of course to dismantle the tension they got from working hard.

Nakatitig ako sa maamo niyang mukha. Hinahaplos ko ito at hinawi ang mga buhok na sagabal sa pagkatanaw ko sa mukha niya.