Werecheetah 5b

Jade's confession

We all walked into the hospital seeing Melissa who gives us a nod I let out a sigh wrapping my arm around Scott's waist he kisses my hair I then see Allison and Alex running towards us I picked up Alex while Scott picked up Allison we saved a life but there was still more that we had yet to solve I was already handling the Lydia situation which wouldn't turn out good for anyone in Theo's pack but we still  had my bloodlust problem one I never told Scott about
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I was shaken awake by stiles somehow I ended up in the hospital bed I sat up

"I'm sorry I fell asleep...."he cuts me off

"Have you been getting any sleep?"he asked I looked at him as I played with my hair I'd be lucky enough to get 30 minutes

"No most of the time I'm watching the twins or Melissa or Scott basically the entire pack"I said he sighs

"Jade"I cut him off

"I know I shouldn't push myself to the limit but I can't lose anyone else especially since I wasn't there for Allison"I said did I think her death was my fault no

"That's not your fault"he said

"But Lydia that was my fault"I said he shakes his head

"No it wasn't it was Theo hey get some sleep while I look for my dad"he said I nodded

"He's in the morgue"I said he heads to the door

"Hey stiles"I called out hell looks back at me

"Tell him the truth"I said he nods

"Get some sleep"he said I nodded and laid back down closing my eyes drifting off to sleep

(Time skip)

Scott comes in the room causing me to wake up

"What time is it?"I asked

"Noon"he said sitting on the bed beside me

"I've been asleep for 6 hours"I said running a hand through my hair

"My mom said you need to rest stiles told her about you not sleeping why didn't you tell me?"he asked I looked at him

"There are a lot of things I haven't told you about me Scott things that you won't like"I said as I wrapped my arms around myself

"Then tell me right now"he said

"You won't want anything to do with me after"I said shaking my head

"Try me"he said I nodded

"On my first kill with the Calaveras I lost control my anger took me over I killed half of arayas hunters that's when she told me about my bloodlust"I said he furrows my eyebrows

"Bloodlust?"he asked

"My urge to kill"I said he nods

"They had to chain me down in a vault with handcuffs and chains and they'd leave me there for days"I said remembering the days of isolation she called it project isolation