I think I'm in love(Jefferson x Reader)

New York City

You woke up. You thought about last night. You looked at Thomas. You wanted to scream. Holy shit. You needed to get a pregnancy test. (A/N: I don't know if a pregnancy test will work this early into a pregnancy. I've never been pregnant.) You got up, carefully so you wouldn't wake Thomas. You got dressed, and wrote a short note, so Thomas knew where you were. You got in your car and drove to the local corner store. You got a cheap test. It was one of the tests were you dip it in your urine. You paid and went straight home. You did the test. While you were letting it set, you got breakfast. You hid the test in the bathroom that Thomas never used, so he wouldn't see it when he got up.

As you were making breakfast, you felt arms around you. You get a kiss on your cheak. You turned to have your lips meet his. Thomas and You just sat there. Kissing. You pulled away. You had to breath. "Can you finish making breakfast? I have to use the bathroom," you said. He frowned. You walked in to check the test. Holy fuck. It was positive. Now, how to tell Thomas. You walked back into the kitchen. You leaned against the counter. Thomas kissed you and handed you a plate of food. You smiled as you ate. "So, what would you do if I said I was pregnant?" you said. " I would scream, because I have always wanted kids. Especially yours," he said smirking. "Oh good, because I'm pregnant," you said flatly. He looked at you in disbelief. "You're joking," he said. You shook you head. This was no joke. "I... You... We... I'M GOING TO BE A DAD!!!" he yelled while getting up. He picked you up and swung you around. You were just laughing. He put you down. "How am I going to tell my parents?" he asked, nervousness in his voice. "You don't have to. I will," you said with a smile. He gave you a hug. He had the warmest hugs. "Well, we should tell our friends. Oh shit! We go back to New York today!" you said. "Oh yeah! We should probably go pack," he said. "Yeah lets go," you agreed. You walked off to the bedroom. Thomas followed. You knew telling him was a bad idea. He would be way over protective. Then there was school. You had to tell teachers, so they knew if you said something, what to do. What if you water breaks during class? You didn't want to think about it. You got all packed up. You had to be back at the hotel in an hour. You and Thomas hauled a taxi, so your car wouldn't be left at the hotel.

After you arrived, you and Thomas went to Eliza and Maria's room. "Call Lafayette, and Hercules. Thomas you call Burr and Mads to come here too. I have some news!" you said. They did as you asked. In almost ten minutes, everyone was there. You were standing in front of them all. "Ok so, um... well..." you looked at Thomas nervously. He stood up next to you. He smiled. You smiled back. "Ok... I-I-I'm p-p-pregnant," you said, still smiling. They just stared in shock. Hercules jumped up. "Well, since no one else will say it, CONGRATULATIONS!!!" he yelled. He gave you a hug. Followed by Lafayette, Eliza, Maria, Burr, and Mads. "Please don't tell anyone. I will tell them," you said. They promised not to. Then there was a knock on the door. Eliza answered. It was Mr. Seabury. "Time to go!" he chirped. You could tell it was just for show. On the inside, he was freaking out. He hated flying. Everyone grabbed their bags and left.

The bus ride was the same as before. The plane ride was the same as before, but at the same time, it was different. You fell asleep like usual

You woke up. You weren't on the plane anymore. You were in a hospital. You could of hear crying. There were doctors everywhere and fussing about something. You were just very tired. You didn't know what happened. Everyone in the room was very sad. The crying grew louder. There was more than one person crying. There was at least twelve or thirteen people crying, but who was it? "W-what happened?" you were very tired. A doctor came up to you. " Ma'am, I am terribly sorry. You child didn't survive the birth," he said. That was it. You couldn't handle that. Your heart stopped. There was a loud beep. You heard screams. Thomas was calling you. "My love, take your time. I'll see you in the other side," Then it was all gone. You saw a baby. It looked like a picture you saw of Thomas as a baby. It was so cute. It was yours. You picked up the child. You held it close. You looked up from the child. The one thing you longed to see every day of your life, was standing there before you. It was as a man. He was very familiar. "Oh, (Y/N), how I have missed you! Two years is a long time, you know," he said, opening his arms to you. You ran to the man. "Oh dad! I can't believe it's you!" you yelled through tears. You ran into his arms. He put the limbs around you. You were still clutching the baby. "Dad, meet my child," you said holding it out in front of you. He smiled. "Looks like that boyfriend of yours. By the way, that is a lovely boy!" he said. "Oh! You know Thomas? Wow! Have you been watching me?" you were happy you wouldn't have to wait for him to introduce him. "Yes, and now it is your turn! You must look after someone. Who that may be, I don't know," he said. "Wait! I have to leave!? What about my baby!? What about you!? Wh-" you were panicking. "You will see me again. You will take your child with you. They will only see you if they are close to death. That's all I know," he told you. Before you knew it, you were standing in front of Thomas. He was crying. He stood and walked into a hospital room. You followed. There was a woman in a hospital bed. He kissed her. He left the room. You could now see the woman. It was you. You died. You followed Thomas. He drove home. He went into your room. He stood in the middle and looked around. He dropped. He completely broke down. He pulled something out of his pocket. It was a small, dark magenta, velvet box. He opened it. Inside was a ring. He looked at a picture of you. "(Y/N), you are the butter to my bread, and the chocolate on my s'more. Please make me the happiest man on Earth. Marry me," he said. "Yes," you whispered. You knew he couldn't hear you. You had always wanted this to happen. He put the ring on your night stand. He got up, and ran to the bathroom. He started looking for something. He pulled out... a razor? You knew what he was going to do. He began slicing his wrists. You leaped forward and tried to stop him. "THOMAS!!! THOMAS!!! STOP!!! KILLING YOURSELF WON'T BRING ME BACK!!! STOP!!! STOOOOOOP!!!" you were yelling. Something made him stop. He looked at his arms. "What have I done? (Y/N) wouldn't want this! What the hell am I doing!? ......... (Y/N), if you can hear me, let me know. Are you here?" he was more calm now. You lifted up his chin. He moved with it. It was as if you were actually there. He looked right in your eyes. You kissed him. It was almost like he kissed back. You pulled away. He was still looking at you. You cupped his face "Don't give up. Please. For me," you said. Almost as if he heard you, he nodded. Just once, and barely noticeable. He cupped your face. Could he see you? "C-can you see me?" you asked. He nodded again. You gasped. "I-I-I'm suppose to watch over you," you said through tears. "I... what about our kid?" he asked. You held the child up. Thomas was full on crying. He looked at the baby. You handed the child to him. "I-I can feel it!" he was very exited. You took the child back. "Thomas, you won't always be able to see me. You can only see me if... if you're close to death," you said. " So, that's why I can see you, be-because, I was cutting?" he asked. "Yes. Thomas, please don't cut just so you can see me. I would never forgive you," you said. He nodded. He looked at you. He looked at your hand, and tried to grab it, but his hand went through it. He looked back at you. "You're disappearing," he said, beginning to cry. "Thomas, I love you. I am always here. Oh, there was something I wanted to say. I died before I could though. 'My love, take your time. I'll see you on the other side,' I love you. Also... I do," he smiled. He walked off and grabbed the ring. You could grab it. He slipped it on your finger. Then he frowned and started crying. "You're gone," he whined. Suddenly, you were shaking. Your vision began to black. "No! THOMAS!!! TOMAAAAAASS!!!!!!!!!!

Thomas's pov

"THOMAAAAAASS!!!!!!!!!!" (Y/N) was screaming in her sleep. I started shaking her. She woke up, and was gasping. She was sweating buckets. A fight attendant walked up. "Is everything alright?" she asked. "Yes, she was just having a nightmare. Can we have a cold washcloth, please?" I said. She nodded and walked off. She returned shortly with the towel. I thanked her and placed The cloth on her forehead. She was gasping. "What happened?" I asked. "B-bad dream," she said. "Do you want to talk about it?" I asked. She shook her head. "Later," she said. The rest of the fight she was silent.

End of pov

The ride to the dorms was the same. It was quiter though.

As you entered your dorm, Alex and (B/F) screamed "WELCOME HOME!!!" You and Thomas were just excited to be back. Thomas must have been in a great mood. He actually hugged Alex. They weren't the best of friends. Well, he kind of hugged him. He more of leaned on him. You didn't blame him. You were both fucking tired. You smiled at the warm welcome. "Thank you so much! I'm so happy to be home!" you said as you hugged (B/F). "Oh! I have some news!" she said, pulling away from the hug. "Oh! Me too!" you said. "Ok. My news is more of a secret. What about yours?" she asked. "Private at the moment, but it will get out. It's obvious once you notice it," you said. She smiled. "Are you going to tell all of our friends or just me?" she asked. "I still need to tell Alex, Angelica, Theadosioa, and Peggy. Only close friends," you said. Still smiling , she clapped her hands. "Ok! Alex! You call Angelica! Jefferson! You call Theadosioa! I will call Peggy! Tell them to come here. Now!" Surprisingly, everyone did as she said. In almost less than five minutes, the three were there. They sat around you. Thomas knew what you were doing. No one else did. "Ok! As you know, my mother lost custody of me. I have been living with Thomas. You see, Thomas started as just another guy that picked on Alex. Then he became the first guy I punched in the face. Then, my room-mate. Then, a friend. Then, a lover. Now... he is more," you could see Peggy was getting exited. You knew Peggy like the back of your hand. She thought he proposed. "Now... now he is the father of my child," you could feel the tension. Thomas stood next to you. He grabbed your hand an gave it a squeeze. This meant "Well done." Before you knew it, there were people hugging you. They let go. "CONGRATULATIONS (Y/N) AND THOMAS!!!" they yelled. You were smiling. "We need to celebrate!" Theadosioa suggested. There was agreements. Soon enough, the room was full of your friends. Then, Alex leaned over to you. "Can I talk to you?" he whispered. "Sure. In the kitchen," you said. He nodded as you got up. "I'll go get some more chips," you said. You walked into the kitchen. You heard Alex say he need to use the bathroom. Instead, he walked into the kitchen with you. "I'm going to propose to John," he said. "What!? Like, now?" you asked. "Yeah. Any last-minute advice?" he asked. "Hmm... I will tell you the same thing I always tell people who need last-minute advice. Be yourself," you said. He nodded. You grabbed the chips, he ran to the bathroom to compose himself. You walked back out to the living room with the chips. You poured them in a bowl, then, Alex walked in. He sat on the couch inbetween you and John. He looked at you. You nodded. He stood up. "I, um... I have some news as well. Um, well here goes nothing," he got on one knee in front of John. "John, I have always been gay for you. The first person I told was (Y/N). She promised not to tell anyone. She was helping me prepare to ask you out. Then, you beat me to it. So, I wanted to beat you to this. John Laurens, will you marry me?" he asked. John was nodding frantically. Alex slipped the ring on his finger. You were proud to be the cause of this very moment. You knew it would happen. The men kissed. You smiled. It wasn't long before everyone left. It was getting late anyway. You and Thomas took a shower together. Then you both went to bed. For the first time in three days, you didn't get fucked. It was comforting to know you had this man to protect you. With that thought, you happily fell asleep.

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What's that you say? A new chapter? Finally! Sorry for the wait! Thank you to the patient Jelly Beans I call readers! So, after I wrote this chapter, my mom tells me "It takes about one to two weeks before a woman knows she's pregnant,"I was like "Bitch, you could have said that earlier!" She was like "You've never asked. Jeez!" I just gave up. Word count: 2468 Thanks!