How do people do it?
How do people keep it?
How can I have it?
Why don't I have it?
People smile and laugh
They tell stories and jokes
They play games
They watch movies
They are happy
I smile
Sometimes
I laugh
Sometimes too much
I tell stories
About my childhood and freinds
I tell jokes
That are mostly bad puns
I play games
Board games with family
Card games with friends
Video games on my own
I watch movies
I watch romance and comedies
Adventure and Scifi
New movies and old
Reality shows and anime
Everyone is happy
But I am not
I want to be happy
Maybe I just need a hug?
