「 top!draco // bot!harry 」
it's 2 in the morning, what am i doing with myself?
look, i know you don't want to talk to me, or even to see me ever again. and i understand.
but i miss you.
i miss you so much, it hurts.
and god knows how tired i am of all these bullshit feelings.
i want them to go away, but they won't.
i'm so tired of waking up in the middle of the night, crying quietly to myself because i miss you.
i'm so tired of seeing you just walk pass me like i'm nothing.
i'm so tired of trying to act normally, because i'm not.
i don't feel okay, i just don't.
i'm pathetic and hopeless. but who cares?
i only need you to care.
i regret all the stupid shits i ever did to you, i shouldn't've taken you for granted.
i know you're toxic and you're dangerous.
yet, i still find myself yearning for your love. even when it never was for me in the first place.
i know one day, i'll be happy when you're happy with someone you love
... but not today.
and sometimes, i can't help but asking myself... what could have happened if i had taken your hand. could there have been an us?
。harry james potter
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LITTLE POPPET ↬ DRARRY
Fanfiction"He calls me his poppet and he loves me." » a bunch of random drarry one shots with no actual beginnings or endings » a lot are top!harry and bot!draco ; several are the reverse ; others are not specified meaning it's up to your imagination to deci...
