l i t t l e n o t e s

don't you want to?

you're not gonna die

but you want to, don't you want to?

you can breathe

but you don't want to, do you?

your heart tried to give up

you're drowning in overcompensation

do you feel it?

the drum drum that hit too hard

your empty stomach feels like christmas day

but instead of milk and cookies

stomach bile coated your throat

it's time to hate yourself a little more

a little more

you feel the fire ignite in your chest

nothing seems to shift it

nothing but the actions of neglect

you're not gonna die

but you want to, I know you want to