l i t t l e n o t e s

fuck everything.

i'm obsessive

and i'm crazy

i can't say anything right

i could rehearse for hours

but it still wouldn't satisfy me

i can't escape this self doubt

self hate

i don't think you understand

it doesn't matter what i do

i'll never be good enough

it'll never be enough

i'll never be enough

words can't soothe me

it doesn't matter what you say

you'll never say it loud enough

louder than the voices in my head

it's taken it's toll

i can't do this anymore

i want to delete everything

delete myself from existence