~Brandon's POV~
School. The place where parents send there kids off to learn about things that the kids won't remember when they finally become older. I was listening to Thrice while waiting for math to end. My mind drifted off of reality. I started thinking about how I was still confused about what Doni was talking about yesterday with Mat. Mat and I dating... I wonder how would that could ever happen. Mat is probably straight anyways. My sexuality? I don't even know at this point. I snap out of my thoughts as Speedy pokes me.
"You good there Pete?"
"Speedy, when am I never good?"
"Good answer," Speedy says as he goes back to his notebook.
"Pete, if there's something bothering you, please tell someone before it eats you away."
I look at Speedy with a questionable look and the bell rings. Everyone rushes out the door and I shove my earbuds into my pocket. I leave Speedy behind and continue walking down the halls. People started to scatter to their "hangout spots", I decided to go somewhere else.
I walk into the band room and grab my guitar out of a locker. Thankfully, the band teacher lets me in the room during break. I start playing La La Lainey by - Forever The Sickest Kids. Seto walks in the room as I begin playing.
"Pete. Stop, you can't play this song without me," Seto grabs a pair of drum sticks and joins me.
We both start singing the song together.
She was in to hardcore, I was in to rock and roll
She was in to girls it was her own form of birth control
She was smoking cigarettes and drinking before fiveShe was wild, she was fine with being hungover all the time
Come on!
She was always at a party disappointing daddy,
Always dating dirtbags, everyone but me she had
Lyrics from her favorite song tattooed on her arm
She was rough, she was fine, she was way out of her mind
I love her like la la la la la la la la la laI love her like la la la la la la la la la laI love her like hate,
I love her like pain,
I need her like a picnic needs the rain
I love her like la la la la la la la la la la
She loved drinking whiskey first thing in the morning,
She would start a fight, if you looked at her the wrong way
Everyday was Halloween a reason to rebel,She was wild, she was fine with being bitter all the time
I love her like la la la la la la la la la la
I love her like la la la la la la la la la la
I love her like hate, I love her like pain,I need her like a picnic needs the rain
I love her like la la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la laLa la la la la la la la la laI love her like la la la la la la la la la laI love her like la la la la la la la la la la
She was smoking cigarettes and drinking before five
She was wild, she was fine with being hungover
I love her like la la la la la la la la la la
I love her like la la la la la la la la la la
I love her like hate, I love her like pain,I need her like a forest needs a flame
I love her like rage,
I love her like shame
I need her like a victim needs the plagueI love her like la la la la la la la la la la
We both stop singing and Seto looks at me.
"Well that was fun. Wait, Pete why did you come in here?" Seto asks as he away the sticks.
"I just wanted to do something new?"
"Something new. Pete is there something wrong?" Seto looks at me with a sad face.
"Someone asks me if I was dating a person. The person I was with kinda looked mad. I don't know."
"Wait, tell me everything from the beginning. This time with full detail," Seto says. I begin telling Seto all of my thoughts at this point and what had happened at the arcade. He wrote down everything I had told him. He pulled out his phone.
"Pete, I could say bullshit like everything is right. I'm not that type of person though, it seems like that person. Before you tell me that person, I don't need to know the name because it is pretty obvious that this situation had Doni and Mat in it."
"Seto, how did you figure that out?" I questioned.
"Sources. The more important thing is, if you had to chose between Mat and Doni. Who would you chose?"
Mat or Doni. Doni is great and all but there's something he doesn't have. Mat, hes's kind, generous, funny, and he has this "vibe" to him that draws me towards him. Vibe? What the fuck am I thinking, Brandon? God damn it. At this point, I wouldn't be surprised if I'm not straight. I think I want Mat. He looks so... cute?
Choosing between Doni and Mat is the last thing I want to do.
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