OPPA (KTH.BTS)

Chapter IV

(Kim Taehyung pov.)

    As I opened my new bedroom door, I was shocked by seeing how nice and spacious. It literally felt like I was stepping into a different world. Above the bed was a thick line of, maybe steel? It's texture was nice and smooth, yet it still had a grip on it. There was also little lights that were hanging above the headboard of the bed. But they are disconnected so they weren't on. 

   On the bed was several pillows, and of many varieties. Some were small and fluffy like fur, others were bigger and smoother, and a few longer. There was also a blanket on the bed near the lower right corner. I sat by it and touched it, it was so comforting that I couldn't help but to pick it up and cover myself in it. I sniffed it as I giggled, I feel so happy right now. The smell was minty with a hint of peaches like the ones at the farm. Never was a fan of peaches due to the fuzzy's on them. As I was rolling around on my bed I accidentally pushed off a pair of clothes. 

    It was a cozy white fluffy jumper sweater with black skinny jeans. They were perfectly folded on the bed, before I dropped them by accident that is. I just smiled happily seeing  how Mom is trying her best to make me happy. "Thank you...", I mumbled out as I smiled happily. I then realized that there is a white love seat in front of the bed. It was lined up with the bed and to the far right was a wardrobe. And then in the left was some sort of working station? All in all, this room made me feel like I was special yet, guilty for making one of my half brothers give up this room. 

    But, I shaked my head as I opened the big curtains on what I thought was a window but was actually a balcony. The balcony was empty though, but I could change that. There was also another door in the room, which I assumed it lead to a bathroom of some sort. As I opened the door I found a semi big bathroom with a bath tub that is attached to a shower head and a sink and toilet. And it was all eye pleasing. 

     After I was done praising the great interior of my new room, I went and changed in the bathroom to avoid any embarrassing moments. I have always been embarrassed of being shirtless in front of anyone. I don't believe I have anything to show off anyway, yet my Appa would scold me saying I shouldn't be embarrassed in front of him. And in recalling that memory, I teared up. And then, I cried. I cried like I've lived to long, so long that I would have to die twice. But, I then shaked it away. I stood up which was so hard, my legs all wobbly as I leaned against the sink to wash my face real quick.

    After I finished up all my crying, I walked down stairs before I made sure I didn't look like a mess. As I walked down stairs I heard someone unlock the front door. The doorknob shook and rattled, and I was feeling the anxiety build up deep in my heart. I knew it was my half brothers and I was scared. I was scared they wouldn't like me at all and I was so scared. But I didn't show it, I didn't want to and I don't think it would help my mom. 

    "Oh it must be them honey", Mom said as she walked up to the door, she was excited and happy. But, I was afraid and me being me I ran upstairs scared. I locked myself in my room of how overwhelming this whole situation was. I was scared that I wouldn't be accepted by them. I idea of them telling me straight to my face that I was some mistake or bother to them. 

    As I was busy sulking in my room like some pouty four year old, I could hear many people speak down stairs. "Eomma we forgot to bring you your kimchi jeon~!", I heard someone say with a soft and mature voice downstairs. "Oh? well I guess it's fine but next time remember or no dinner got it?", I just giggled at what my mom said. Sure that threat does sound scary but my mom has such a soft and warm voice it's kinda funny. Even if she tried to sound threatening, it would probably still be funny because she'd probably be wagging her finger while she scolds. 

     I was happy at how they were, they were so full of life? It's hard to explain but hearing them slightly argue and playfully yell at each other was so comforting. It was new to me, at my old home there was never something like this. It was usually working on the farm or helping my halmeoni cook. She often told me that I had amazing taste buds, whatever that means. I was also in the sun often picking out buchu, butternut squash, daikon, gaji, and cheong-gochu. So even if we ever did get visitors I didn't get to meet them. So hearing brothers tease and talk to each other was nice and homey. It was like hearing smiles, but why do I feel like all I could do is just listen?

    As I pouted cutely on my bed I heard someone knock on my door. And right there and then, I prayed that it would be my mom. But despite whoever it might have been, I respectfully gave them permission to enter. "Come in", I said as I sat up from my position. As the door opened I was washed by a wave of relief seeing it was my mom in a white dress. "Are you okay honey? The boy's want to meet you", she said as the door was slightly open. And with it just slightly opened I could hear the laughs and whines more pronounced. I could hear the teases like, "Jimin you got no jams~". And I couldn't help but smile a little as I nodded. "Yes mom, sorry if I seem like a bother", I said as smiled slightly and sighed. 

     "Awww sweetie what do you mean?", she said as he closed in and hugged me tightly and close. And, I teared up. I was so shocked because my mother, my mom, my eomma is hugging me. And it feels so warm and so right. "It's okay if you don't want to okay? I will understand and your brothers will too", she said as he caressed my cheek. I wanted to say, "what if they don't?", but I decided to leave that question out. I don't think it would help ease my eomma's worries. I just sniffled as she helped me to the restroom so I could wash up my face. "Do you want me to do you a make over? Do your make up I mean", she asked me as he pecked my forehead as I smiled. And I nodded.

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Oml i wanted to make them all meet already but I wrote too much so I thought it would be boring if I wrote more so this is just a "short" filler but next time for sure!

FYI NOT PROOF READ