Strings of Nostalgia

1: Tainted Heart ❣

High school life of mine, I absolutely did not want to be there

The greenish learning center for me was unfortunately rare

I was totally gloomy, forlorn, and dreary that I can't bare

The high school student lifestyle I could badly have in my own chair

Yet you appeared like an apple that looked extremely sweet and free

Warily falling down from a magnificent and massive tree

An enthralling book with a subtle and interesting cover

Filled with much information that people can always discover

Suddenly my perspective and mistakes became a perfection

The lackluster place became a beautiful art with affection

Because my eyes met a strange and flawless guy who gave me function

It was you who began to be the reason for motivation

Those adorable eyes of yours captured my peaceful and warm heart

They say it's infatuation but sure I was falling apart

Until you said that you were head over heels with me, my sweetheart

Words can't explain how much I love fate for meeting you—it was smart

The way you gave me light and the way your eyes blink were like fireflies

I felt something fluttering in my stomach, oh the butterflies!

We were match made in heaven like the awe-inspiring stars and skies

Quickly and unexpectedly, I felt myself like rain that cries

The night I would never forget when you revealed yourself to me

A rotten apple and a bad story book in reality

You deceived me 'til I hated myself like I hated the sea

For I recall how much salty it was, just like my tears of plea

Those are what I've thrown at the sea but still my feelings are so bad

They are to keep on haunting me and it makes me entirely sad

After all these years, you still hurt me but to you I can't be mad

Your soul was dark but I looked at you the way like you were a god

-A ❣