Star struggles~fillie [ ON HOLD ]

~ten~

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Millie woke up, the familiar smell of alcohol surrounded her and she sat up while rubbing her eyes; still a little tired and wondering, why she fell asleep again, something wasn't right.
Millie went through all the things she remembered she did last before her eyes went wide, her jaw dropped slightly

Omg...Sadie!

Millie stumbled to her feet, she ran out of her room and almost fell while tripping over a bottle of vodka, but she catched herself at the doorframe and held onto it, her vision was blurry, her head was pounding and her breathing was echoing in her head.

Why did all this happen to her?
why did she had such strange dreams..?
or was it even a dream?

Millie gave herself a light slap, in attempt to wake up faster and opened the kitchen door. She smiled lightly when she saw Sadie sitting on a chair near her wooden table, drinking a coffee.

"Hey, do you feel any better?"

She asked in her angelic voice and gave Millie a warm smile.

"Yeah I guess...wha-...what happened?"

"You passed out, so I took you to bed and cleaned up the" She looked around before finishing; "Mess"

Millie went closer to her and sat down either, when Sadie suddenly choked out:

"Why did you never tell me?"

Millie looked up and saw that tears were burning in the redheads eyes, she was at the verge of crying, and Millie saw all the emotions she felt right now: sadness, anger, worry but there was also another thing that she noticed, and that was guilt

"I should've never left you"
"I should've stayed with you and the others" She said; wiping her tears

"this here" She inhaled before talking again, "is all my fault, b- but I'm going to make it better..I promise.

Suddely, Sadies face filled with joy and happiness.
If she were in a comic, a lightbulb would've appeared above her head and Millie wasn't sure, if this girl was totally crazy or just on her period when she said;

"How about we go eating something, I'll pay for the food! explain everything to me when we're there okay?

And Millie could only agree.

Next chapter will be longer💞