DenNor One Shots!

More Sad Stuff

Idek what I'm doing XD I started the second part to Icee Cups but now I just wanna write some sad shit. Lol sorry.

⚠️ WARNING⚠️
- Angst
- Trigger warning??

Mathias loved smiling.

It made people's days,

People smiled back and made his day,

Just the way smiling lit up someone's face so beautifully...

But most of all....

It hid his real emotions.

His smiled hid how he felt.

His smile used to be genuine.

But now it's just fake.

Plastic.

Plastered on.

A mask.

A mask...

Mathias laid in his bed staring at the empty ceiling.

His thoughts were rushing around, mocking him.

Idiot Dane.

Go away, you're annoying me.

You're such a child.

Idiot.

Go away.

Annoying.

Child.

He didn't blame Lukas.

He didn't blame anyone.

But himself.

But he knew he couldn't go on like this.

Today he decided to finally do what he needed to.

He gathered his courage and slung his legs over the side of his bed.

It was 3 am, but he couldn't stop himself.

The tired Dane crept out of his bedroom and into the hallway, careful to be quiet as possible with every step. He didn't want to wake his other roommates.

Eventually he made it to Lukas' door and let himself in.

He could see the other boy's silhouette, laying in bed.

What surprised Mathias was when a bright light suddenly glared towards him.

Lukas was sitting up, phone flashlight shining on the older male.

"Mathias? Why are you up?"

He never called him Mathias...

The blonde allowed a small smile to play on his lips.

"What are you smiling for? Idiot Dane, go back to sleep."