Langst One-shots

3 days ago

Just Langst, no ships involved

TW: Suicide
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Lance's POV

I woke up and stretched, feeling exhausted.

How long did I sleep?

I looked over at the clock that Pidge had made to see I was late for breakfast.

I quickly got up and sped walked to the dining room.

The door was open so I slipped in and took my seat.

There wasn't any food at my spot like there usually was, and everyone else seemed unusually quiet.

Was I sick before...
Now that I think of it, I can't remember much of what's happened lately. I just remember feeling more depressed since I've arrived in space, especially the past month.

"Hunk, buddy, you forgot my plate" I said looking at him.

No reply.

No one even looks my way.

Weird.

I shrug and just decide to leave and go to the stargazing room.

I walk in and see Coran holding a piece of paper.

Wait...is Coran...crying..?

"Coran..?" I stepped closer to him seeing the note in his hands.

There was dried blood on it, the handwriting looked similar to mine.

Dear Team,
I can't take it anymore.
All the attention I get is negative.
I never do anything right.
If I do, I can always be better.
I'm not enough in your eyes.
I'm not enough in mine either.
Allura, you will be much better at piloting blue than me,I'm sure of it.
I was just an unneeded filler.
I was just the annoying screw up that slows the team down.
That flirts and jokes to try and lighten the mood only to get yelled at.
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough.
I'm sorry I was pathetic.
So I will leave now.
I'm sure you will get over it in less than a day.
-T̶h̶e̶ B̶l̶u̶e̶ P̶a̶l̶a̶d̶i̶n̶
-T̶h̶e̶ S̶h̶a̶r̶p̶s̶h̶o̶o̶t̶e̶r̶
- Lance

I looked at the top of the paper to see the date was three days ago.

I killed myself?

The team cares..?

I then heard laughter erupt from the dining area.

Guess only Coran did.

They never cared.

Little did Lance know,
They were bitterly laughing
at a joke Lance use to always make.

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I'm sorry :/