• Shane's POV •
I woke up, a sharp pain in my side, I don't remember much, it's all a blur, I messed up, the one thing I couldn't forget.
"The note," I mumbled,
Dear Ryland,
I'm so sorry, for everything, I'm sorry about that stupid kiss, I'm sorry about staying up late trying my hardest to love you when I knew this would happen, I knew you'd react like this, so I never told you, I could never live with myself knowing I hurt you, and I don't have to, but I will, for you. I wish you knew how much I care for you, I wish you knew the physical pain I feel when I'm not with you, this is driving me mentally insane, I'm so sorry. Life wasn't that easy being alone before, I never had someone to hold, I never had someone I could call my own, I never had someone care for me as much as you did, I've never HAD anything like you, but I loved it. Every moment, every painful and loving moment, Id never change it for the world. Garrett was very concerned about me, he came over yesterday when I was about to pull a 13 reasons why. Now I know I shouldn't do that, now I know I should live for you, as that's what you'd want, at least I think. It hurts to write this knowing you might not care nor read it, but I could care less, if you did love me at one point, you would never leave me here to die. Your different Adams, you really are, I respect that. If you only knew, how much I really do love you.
- Shane <3
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The Shyland Love Story
FanfictionThis is a story about a guy named Shane Dawson, he meet's a guy by the name Ryland Adams at Clevver, Shane fell in love during the process but can they face the troubles that come first? Or just give up on each other? Read more to find out...
