Rush's Book of Insanity: Part Three

I remember

I don't feel it anymore

I can't feel the pain

But all of a sudden

I remember it

I remember what it felt like to hurt

I remember wanting that pain

Because it helped me feel alive

I don't know if I want it again

Once you start it's hard to stop

Just one more

Just one more

Just one more

But do I want one more?

I remember wanting more

Needing more

But what I feel now isn't fitting with the memory

It's like there's only one cog in the machine that isn't ticking right

Or maybe it's the only one that is ticking right.

It is just one

It's not deep

It won't last

But it helped me remember

It stings

It's so familiar

But i have more now

More to remember

More to live for

More to lose

And I remember

I remember wanting to hurt and destroy

And the only thing I had was myself

But that worked out fine, in a twisted way