Finding Your Love

chapter twenty: i love you

Keefe's POV

I was hyperventilating, a lot.

"But if Fosters a...."

"I know Keefe, that's why I'm worried"

"So that means that she could...." I started, tears forming in my eyes

".... Die" Pretince finished, looking at the floor

I couldn't stand, my whole world was crumbling before me, the reason I'm still here, is foster, I couldn't lose her, I couldn't live without her.

I stumbled over to a chair so I could sit down.

Tears we're running down my face and I heard Foster coming downstairs, I tried to wipe all the tears away but they just kept coming, Foster looked at me, concerned

"Keefe, what's wrong?"

I wrapped her in the tightest hug I could and kissed the top of her head.

"I just love you Foster, i love you so damn much"

Pretince walked away, so Foster didn't see him cry, and I didn't let her go, I just wanted to hold her, I just wanted to make sure she was still with me.

I was crying into her and she kept telling me that she loved me too

"Do you want to go up to my room?" She asked and I nodded

I picked her up and cradled her in my arms, running upstairs, carrying a giggling Foster in my arms

We got to her room and I threw her on the bed and I flopped down beside her.

I breathed in Foster's sent, she always smelled like vanilla, and always said I smelled like mint.

"Hey Sencen, I love you, you know that" she said and I rolled my eyes.

"Yes, miss smartass" I said and she smiled, "and I love you two, baby" I said and rolled over, putting her head on my chest.

"What where you crying about?" She asked

"About you" I said

"What about me?"

Should i tell her? Of course not, I shouldn't worry her, she'll be fine

"About how lucky I am"

"And what are u lucky about?"

" You" I said and she looked at me with admiration

I grabbed her chin and ever so lightly planted a kiss on her lips and pulled her to my chest

"I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid that you'll find someone else, because you deserve so much better than me"

She looked at me like I was crazy

"Keefe, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, I would never, ever, find someone else"

"You are amazing, Foster, I love you..."

"... So damn much" she finished with a raised eyebrow

"When did you become such a smartass?" I asked and she smirked

"I always was, just you didn't notice"

"All I saw was your kindness and beauty, and your smartness, and we'll... I saw Foster, and I fell in love".

She wiped away a tear when I said this and hugged me more, until we looked like two clingy kids, laying on her bed.

Then I got up and locked the door.(😏ooooh, Keefe, you so scandalous 😋)