I was Never Yours.

Just A Thought. (A peek into my personal life.)

Okay, so I graduated from high school in 2016. For some reason my mind still is on one of my classmates who could've potentially been mine.
My real life STORY: See what had happened was that we were two different kind of people. I was the shy, but pretty "fat" girl. He was a popular, pretty boy. He was so sexy, I just knew that my dark chocolate and his milk chocolate could have been nice together.  I liked everything about him, from the fact that he was on his shit, as far as education went, to his knowledge of the arts. Anyways, crazy thing about it is he liked me too, and I knew it. He would always look at me like I'd look at him, he bought me a gift, and even Made a poem for me. The issue I had with him was that he never was sweet to me around other people, as he was when we were alone. It was like he didn't want to date me because I was "too big", and I wasn't popular like the other hoes at my old school. Even after noticing that I still wanted him, not physically, but mentally. I wanted to explore his mind and get to know him, but unfortunately for me it never happened. So here I am still thinking about him, which is weird because it's almost been two years since I seen him. This shit is kinda taking a tug on my heart because I don't know how to get over him. I just might make a story to fully explain what happened. I suck at this personal narrative shit, but if any of you guys read this and understand where I'm coming from, thank you. ♥️

- Shehadtogrowup 💁🏾