Random Writing

Autumn

Autumn is my favorite time of year, when everything is at it's brightest and everyone is enjoying the outdoors, sometimes we get blessed with seeing our own breath. But this year it's not the same... this year I'm on my own, and there is one less day to celebrate.. I walked to the graveyard.. leaves crunching beneath my feet and I approach a fresh grave... every day I come here.. and I pinch myself.. hoping with all my heart that this isn't real, but to no relief... I sigh and let tear's run down my face.. I know there is nothing I can do to change what happened, but I always wish it would have been me.. I take off my beloved necklace that we had shared one half of, and I sat it down next to the wilting bouquets. At this time it started to rain.. how poetic... I stand up and slowly walk away, not looking back, I didn't want it to be real.. but the thing is... It's everything but fake.