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Love no longer

I trusted him, and I gave him everything; my trust, my love, my dreams, my time, my everything, and yet he betrayed and violated me on ways that are oh so unforgivable. He broke my heart, I haven't felt much but sorrow and void since. I want to move on but every time I try he somehow finds his way back into my thoughts. I was too scared to go to sleep because I knew I see him in my nightmares, doing what he always does, manipulating everyone I love into thinking I'm the one in the wrong. It's traumatizing, to the point I can't stand it. I want to escape this harsh reality to a world where my joy is achievable once more, where I can heal from my heartbreaks and learn to be happy with who I am and who I will be. But for now, I will reach for the nearest goal; living until the next day, over and over, until my wounds will heal. Something good will come out of this tragedy, but until then I can say my love for him is no longer.