"CAMILA TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!" I cried into the phone.Shawn hasnt been calling nor texting me for weeks and I am worried.Camila sighed,"Y/N please stop crying...."
"How Camila?How the hell am I suppose to stop?My husband isnt picking up his phone for weeks,he has been partying and he is forgetting his own lyrics to his songs and people has been telling me nothing.What is wrong with my husband.Please Camila,tell me," I continued to cry."Okay,Shawn isnt gonna like me telling you this but its for his sake.Shawn has been having breakdowns before shows,he hasnt been sleeping or eating right.Just drinking.I dont know why and its worrying us all.We thought we had it under control but I dont know anymore." What?What the hell is happening?My heart began to physically pain at those words.What was happening to my husband?Is he really having a quarter life crisis?I hung up the phone immediately and ignored Camila shouts.I rushed into our room and began pulling out my suitcase and filling it.While doing that I called my parents and told them I will be flying out due to an emergency.After 30 minutes of packing and getting everything sorted out I rushed out the house into my car and drove straight to the airport.The flight from L.A. to London was more than a pain in the ass but I knew it was necessary.During the flight I messaged one of Shawn's management members and told them to send a car for me at 1am.After the flight,I grabbed my bags and cleared through and met Frank,the driver outside with some bodyguards.I put on my shades and made sure my hoodie was on my head as I try to hide from anyone.Once we were in the car I checked my messages.Tgere was over 20calls and 35 messages from Karen, Camila, Manny, Aaliyah and my parents but none from Shawn.The car ride was tense as my anxiousness increased.Frank told me the same thing Camila told me except the fact that Shawn hasnt been out of his room much.I dont know what happened but I was going to make sure Shawn was better.We pulled up to the hotel and I rushe inside into the lobby.The bodyguards took me up to Shawn's floor and told me the door.While walking down the corridor Camila saw me and her face represented complete shock."Y/N!WHAT!" Camila ran and hugged me in excitement.I try to put on a smile but all I could think is Shawn."Hey.Where is Shawn's room?" Camila smile drops and she carries me to the door."Is it open?"
"Yeah.Good luck.Give me my friend back please." Camila smiles and leaves me to myself.I took a deep breath and opened the door,my hands shaking.The livingroom was empty and so was the kitchen.I walked over to the bedroom where I found Shawn sitting on a chair by the balcony,his back towards me.I quietly walked up,"Sh-Shawn?" I whispered.Shawn's body immediately shot up and he runs towards me and spins me around,crying."God,I missed you soo much Y/N.I have been working so much and I am streesed out and thinking about how I left you so I could have my tour and I havent been able to sleep and-"
"Shawn,babe,I am here now dont worry.I think you need a break." I said wiping away his tears."I know but I cant cancel my tour and disappoint everyone." Shawn's bloodshot eyes looked at me desperately."Well you will disappoint everyone even more if you get worse and dont try to help yourself.Please Shawn.You next concert is in a week just take 2 more weeks off and take a break.You have been on the road for what?Three months Shawn.Just postpone your 3 concerts please." I practically begged.Shawn rest his head on my shoulder and whispered "Fine." That evening we talked to everyone and sorted it out and we all agreed Shawn needed a break.From that day Shawn caught up on some sleep and food and began to relax and you could see he was gaining his sanity and so was I.I love that boy.
