Mixed Feelings

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I often say

that I am

gone,

hurt,

broken,

sad.

Overall,

I am all of it,

everything,

and yet,

when I am with you,

I know,

I am a broken person

slowly being fixed.

Often,

you say,

and as always

I paraphrase,

that everyone feels

by their thoughts.

And I want to tell you

that I can,

and I will.

It will all get better.

But it won't.

Maybe in another time,

another universe,

where I know no limits

and feel no boundaries,

I am happy,

and as free

and as kind

as a dove.

But in this world,

and this lifetime,

The only time

I feel complete

is when I am with you,

screaming,

shouting,

all at a silly video game,

some flashbangs,

a sniper rifle,

and daggers,

while eating some

really good cheesecake.

You are my sun,

my stars,

my lifeline,

and if I could give it all away,

everything I have,

everything I know,

to stay another eternity with you,

I would,

without a second thought.

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