It's fall once again without you. I never memorized where your grave was so I followed where I thought looked familiar after having only seen you twice. I'm in denial. And today is the day I accept what happened. You died. Awfully. Well peacefully in your sleep but only after years of being miserable. I knew it was coming, and everyone did. I was the only one who wouldn't accept you were really gone. I miss you much more than I ever imagined it was possible to miss a person. I can't keep crying about how I denied spending time with you. I regret it very much of course, but I was young and dumb. I can't let this ruin me forever. I'm letting go. Not of you but of the awful feelings I hold in my heart of my youth. I love you grandma.
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