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For years I lived in black. Metaphorically speaking everything I saw was dark and gloomy and I had no hope. I wanted color but I couldn't find it. I craved to see dark purple against golden yellow and see them clash and fight each other. I wanted to experience the beauty of life, but my life wasn't beautiful. I wanted to see light blue flirt with deep oranges and mix together with glitter. I wanted glowing radiant love and happiness in my life, but where was it. I needed some substance to cover the black instead of letting the black out in the open so i could learn for myself how to live in color. Color. Life is so colorful. Look at the sky and it's wide array of blues until sunset and all the dark colors of the sun dances around in circles in the sky. Wake up at five and watch it again at sunrise. Look at the way water shines when light hits it's surface. It look like beautiful diamonds. Nature and color coincide. Go outside and experience some color for yourself because living in black is no way to life.