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Her.
Shit, her.
Soju doesn't help.
Work doesn't help.
Other women don't help.
Her, just her.
She's on my mind a lot lately.
I can't even put it in a song.
It's just too personal, too much.
God Y/N, it's been ten months I thought it would get better now- but it's not. It still hurts. I still don't know why I left. I know damn well I shouldn't have. My hyung's warned me, and I know it was the worst choice of my life, I confess. Somehow it just made sense that day in the rain.
Shit, in what world did that make sense. Leaving you, my truth, my muse, the one that's loved me for my whole life. I'm sorry Y/N. I never meant to leave you.
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