lonely
i feel so fucking lonely.
it's like seeing her made me miss her more.
she's so beautiful.
and she's the mother of my daughter, for Christ sake.
my daughter, that I didn't know i had, Kim JiWa. and as i was told by her, 'that her mother's last name'.
I drink.
alot.
I realy drink alot now. I used to drink alot.
fuck I drink a whole lot.
jin and I aren't exactly getting along. all I hear is him cackling while screaming on the phone with Y/N all the time.
shes not the best at texting back, by the way. i text her back and then like five hours later she gives me a shit ass reply and maybe a daily photo of JiWa. she face times me like once a week.
JiWa is growing fast. I wish she was here.
I wish i was her dad.
