Should I drive straight off this bridge?
I miss you, so much.
I'm so alone.
I herd your doing great in the states. I'm doing absolutely fucking Terrible.
It feels like since you left Korea the divide between me and my band mates has gotten bigger.
Jin, he hates me so much. He doesn't talk to me any more. He doesn't even make food for me anymore.
Ive started smoking again. I know you hate that, but I'm so stressed lately.
i called my mother.
I told her I was suicidal, and she said to talk to you, that you would help me fell better, and I had to tell her what I did 10 months ago.
I've never herd her so disaapointed in my life.
I'm sorry y/n, I'm a failure. I failed you.
