Chapter 13

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Rae's POV
We got to the estate and the gates automatically opened as he drove in, I didn't realize I could miss this place so much.

The car had stopped and I didn't even notice the car no longer moving until Demitri came to my side and opened the door he led me out of the car and held my waist to him protectively I felt at peace.

We went straight upstairs and the tension could break ice, once we got to the room he undressed me from the clothes I was given by the paramedics and led me into the bathroom

Once he let go off my wrist I ran to the sink I looked into the mirror and saw the monster... beast if you may that I had turned into, my eyes had already turning yellow and fresh bruises around them, my lips were cracked and had dried blood by the edges I couldn't even look at my body, I tried to break the glass when two firm hands held me down I screamed and screamed until I couldn't hear my voice again only cracked whispers with a sore throat

Demitri pulled me into his chest as I shook and quivered and placed me gently in the bath tub still wearing his own clothes I stopped shaking as I let the warmth of the bath tub engulf me he massaged my body and I felt a bit at rest and fell into a deep sleep.

Demitri's POV

I carried her out of the bath tub and my eyes roamed her body she might have scars but those were temporary I could still see her beautiful body and wanted to take her there and then but no our first wouldn't be under this circumstances.

I carefully dressed her in my clothes and tucked her into my bed, I was so glad I had found her, I felt guilty because not all of those scars were from Rosa I caused her pain at some time too.

I went into the shower and let it run over my head I knew I needed to be strong for her, I came out dried my body and slid into the bed beside her and strategically placed her head on my chest trying not to wake her up and I slept off too.

Rae's POV
I woke up startled it was 3 o'clock in the morning and I was awake because of a nightmare I felt myself shaking as I walked into the bathroom to wash my face, I walked to the sink trying not to look in the mirror again but failing hopelessly I saw my reflection and cried I was scarred and nothing could change that.

I moved towards the cabinet and brought out the razor if I couldn't run away from the emotional pain I had to let myself feel something else to escape it I knew it wasn't the wisest option but I did it anyways

I drew seven lines across my arms at first I felt nothing, then suddenly blood began to ooze out  slowly I felt the urge to do more I drew seven more lines on the second arm I mean seven is for perfection right I said and chuckled to myself I really was crazy.

"Rachel, are you in there " I heard Demitri talking
" I'm fine just want to wash my face"
I let water run over my arms hissing at the contact of liquid then I applied pressure with tissues and flushed it down the toilet sprinkled some water in my face and walked out

"Are you okay?"  "I'm fine" o said and settled into his arms and drifted off to a comfortable sleep.

Later that morning I woke up around 12 noon and Demitri wasn't in bed with me, I saw a rose 🌹 awww he's being sweet I smiled to myself

I trotted down the stairs and leaned on the island watching him flip pancakes
" Good morning babe" He walked up to me his whole 6"4 towering my petite 5"4 he had a whole foots advantage he kissed the top of my head and passed me a plate of pancakes drizzled generously with syrup

I resisted the urge to roll up the sleeves of my sweater as it was entering my food
"Say babe, why don't you roll up your sleeves"
"No I'm fine" I mumbled
"That's ok I can help you" he said walking up to me"
I stood up and moved back under impulse
"What's wrong Rachel I ..."
" I'm fine" I screamed I saw his mouth twitch and his creased eyebrows
I dumped the plate and food in the trash and ran upstairs to lie in bed.

About 20 minutes later he came into the room
"I'm sorry for trying to force you o should have just left you alone"

I couldn't see his face but I know he meant it and I felt guilty because he did nothing wrong

He climbed into bed and held me in his arms and we both sat up I closed my eyes tears threatening to fall

I felt his grip tighten as he stylishly rolled up my sleeves and saw the marks

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A/N:- Please don't hate me I've been so busy so many exams but I'm back now please VOTE, COMMENT, SHARE
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