After a tragic event drives her out of little Hillsborough, NC, 19-year-old Meghan Greene finds herself living in a Manhattan apartment with her best friend Chelsea Matthews. Officially enrolled in NYU and wanting to forget about her old life in her...
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Meghan
Dear Sam,
You're not here.
I know that.
My head knows that.
My heart,
Is trying to accept that.
I'd be lying if I said,
I don't think of you.
Every second.
Minute.
Hour.
Of every day.
I think of you.
I do, I promise you.
The ache in my chest had itself dialed down to a bearable ache.
A constant lull.
But it is there, in my head with the memories of you.
My heart, with the three words that escaped your lips every chance they got.
My body, which burns to remember what your touch felt like.
But the ache is back,
The unbearable ache that was there the night I lost you.
I don't know if I'm dreaming,
But I see you, Sam.
On one knee under the oak tree.
A velvet box in
The palm of your
Hand.
The hand that slides the ring,
Onto my own.
And it hurts me.
Because I can't feel anything.
Your fingers are grazing my skin but I am numb.
Is this what hell is like?
Where one place at a time,
The memories of you will vanish?
Your touch will no longer burn,
Your kisses will no longer linger,
Your words will no longer warm,
Me up.
I'm so cold, Sam.
My whole world has been cold and blue since the day they buried
You.
You, my love.
You're the light in my world.
And my world is now so dark,
Sam.
I don't want to be in this world, Sam.
Take me out of this world, Sam.
Take.
Me.
Out.
"Is she okay?"
"She'll be fine, just give her some time. She should wake up soon."
"What happened?"
"With the injuries she had from her assault, combined with the panic attacks and the severe psychological issues from the loss of-"
"What is he talking about, Chelsea?"
"I told you, it's not my story to tell."
"Doc, what the hell is wrong with her?"
"Just make sure that she steers clear of situations that may trigger her attacks or else they will only get worse. The body listens to the brain, so if the brain doesn't believe that it is strong enough to endure the intensity of her panic attacks then this will happen more often."
"Thank you, Doctor."
"I'll be by to check on her in an hour."
You didn't take me out, Sam.
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Hey guys, sorry if this is super shitty but I needed to give you guys some sort of insight into how Meghan is mentally dealing. Depression doesn't always make itself known, so yes Meghan has been acting normal around her friends but only she knows the true battle going on in her mind.
Sebastian was clearly in the room so we'll see what happens next.
