Im sorry (nash grier and cameron dallas)

Ch 11

When I woke up feeling like shit.

My eyes were puffy from all of the crying I did last night. my arms hurt and my head hurts too.

I get up and get in the shower. the hit water relaxes my muscles but burns my cuts. After 20 minutes I get out and dry off. I put some makeup on my face and I wear a black long sleeve flowery loose shirt with some pink skinny jeans.

I went down stairs and found my mom cooking breakfast.

"Morning honey" she said

"Morning mom"

"Are you feeling ok"

"Yea, just a bit tired"

"Ok well when you get back you need some sleep"

"Ok"

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When I finished eating my breakfast I said goodbye to my mom and and walked out the door. I started walking to school and thinking of how awkward it was going to be when I saw Nash and Cameron. I was honestly scared. what if they hit me again. I know they promised but you never honestly know if that promise is going to be kept.

I am a block away from school and I'm starting to get nervous. I hate confronting people, it's just not my thing.

As I stepped in school property I felt a warm hand on my shoulder.

It was Nash

What the hell why would he be out of the hospital. he's supposed to be resting.

"Fuck, What are you doing here you are supposed to be resting" I said

"Nice to see you too, and you said it yourself SUPPOSED TO BE, not have to be." he said in a joking way

"I'm really sorry for what I made you go through I didn't know you actually liked me." I said

"It's ok, but I need you to pay me back for putting me through hell and back"

"What?" I said questioning him

"Go on a date with me"

"A date?"

"Yea, a real date were I take you somewhere and we hangout just the two of us....."

"I know what a date is Nash"

"So is that a yaassss"

"I don't know if that's a good idea."

"It's just a date please, you owe it to me."

"Fine just one date Nash"

"Thank you sooo much." he said and too me into his arms for a hug

"Yea no problem, when?"

"Today after school."

"Ok I'll call my mom and tell her I'm studying with a friend" I told Nash

I was really nervous for our date because, I feel like if I go out with Nash I'll be cheating in Cam, and if I go out with Cam I'll be cheating on Nash. I really like both of them a lot. but I don't which one to pick.

I walked up to my locker and put all of my books in my book bag. This time it felt as if my bag was a lot heavier. it's probably the fact that I'm dying of cancer, but other than that I'm ok. I shut my locker and jumped when I felt strong muscular arms around my waist. I thought it was Cam but when I turned around I saw Nash.

"Wow, I see you've been hitting the gym a lot lately" I said

"Yea, helps me get rid of anger."

"That's good." I said

Nash lowered his head and nudged my head to the side and started kissing my neck gently. it felt so good, I've never been kissed this way before. I didn't notice I was closing my eyes.

"You like that don't you" Nash said

I nodded

He stopped kissing me and turned me around.

"You are so sexy" he whispered into my ear.

We started to kiss. more like make out. same thing. it felt so good I never wanted to stop. until that one person poped into my head.

Cameron

I shot my eyes open and look to the side and saw Cameron staring at me with such pain in his eyes. I pushed at Nash's chest I didn't kiss him back anymore. I pounded on his chest and told him to please stop.

"What's wrong" he said breathless

"Nothing I was just running out of air" I lied

"Oh ok, well do you have air again" he said leaning in for a second round

I turned my head and his lips landed on my cheek.

"No, mean like if I kiss you again I would faint because of the oxygen I need" I lied again

"Oh ok, I..I totally understand" he
stuttered

I looked over and Cam wasn't there anymore. So I just forgot about it and just kept doing what I was doing with Nash and forgot about him for a while

I giggled

"What?" he said

"Nothing."

"No tell me"

"It's cute when you stutter" I said way to honestly

"Oh, hahaha thanks...... or nah."

"I better get to class" I said

"Yea, yea umm do you want me to walk you" he asked

"No I'm good"

"Ok bye, I'll se you after school?"

"Yea, I'll see you"

As I smiled and was surprised when he stole a kiss from me and tugged at my bottom lip with his lips. he is just too sexy

"Sorry it's just that your lips are so soft"

I didn't say anything I just put my hand on his cheek and pulled him in and kissed him slowly.

"Yours are too" I said

He bit his lip and pecked me once more and then went to class.