Im sorry (nash grier and cameron dallas)

Ch 22

I was still asleep or so I thought I was. I mean I could hear everything around me I just couldn't move a single muscle. what the fuck? I thought to myself. why can't i move?

I could hear cameron beside me sniffling. But I was still confused. I managed to twitch my hand but that pretty much all I would do. I would hear beeping noises and it smelt like hand sanitizer everywhere.

"Hazel?" His voice was horse

"Mmmmm" I managed to mumble

"Baby don't speak, please your hurt just relax" he cried

I still don't remember what the fuck happened to me or why he was crying.

"Wait what happened" I asked

"Y-you tried to k-kill yourself" he said trying to hold back tears

"Why didn't it work. I don't want to be here." I said

"Please don't say that baby it kills me seeing you like this" he tried holding my hand but I moved it away

I was so mad at him because after what happened he still won't be honest with me.

Still struggling to talk I said

"Well this is your fault because your never honest so if you could please do me a favor and leave that would be great"

He looked at me surprised

"What the hell are you talking about?" he asked

"Really your playing that card, well you honestly don't know that that I'm not stupid I know that you and Camila were together that day you told me you were sick. you have been cheating on me for about one month and expect me to be normal with you?"

"Baby you know I was in a bad place and that she doesn't mean anything to me."

"Oh really? could you pass me my phone please"

He walked over to the table and grabbed my phone

"See right before I almost killed my self Camila called me. the first time I answered and the second time I didn't, and she left me a voice mail that I haven't even listened to yet so why won't we listen to it together." I whispered

I scrolled through my phone, squinting my eyes because I was still very week. I stopes scrolling when I found her name.

"Would you like to do the honors?" I said.

He hesitantly took my phone and right before he pressed play, he looked at me with watery eyes.

"Ohh cameron! your so good baby!" Camila moaned

"I can make you feel even better" cameron said breathless

"JESUS!" she yelled

the voice mail kept going for about 10 seconds when Camila said

"See hazel, see how your worthless and how he loves me and how I make him feel, your a pice of shit, no one will ever love you and I hope one day you will leave cameron alone so that he can be happy. bye love ya!" she giggled

When the voice mail finished I had tears streaming down my face and I was biting my lip to keep from sobbing

"Baby honestly this was a one time thing and she means nothing to me" he said

"Cameron we were a one time thing, ok so leave I never want to see you again," I said through sobs

"No hazel please don't do this." he cried

"Leave it I'll make you leave." I said

"Please don't break up with me" he cried

"I'm not kidding Cam if you don't leave I'll call the nurse" I cried not looking at him

*****CAMS POV*****

"Please just give me one more chance" I begged her

"No now leave, Alexander just leave!" she cried

I got up from my chair and walked to the door as slow as possible.

"I love you." I whispered as I walked away

She stayed silent as I got closer to the door I grabbed the handle and turned it to the right.

Very slowly

"Cameron?" she called out my name

I turned around in hope that she would ask me to stay and that she didn't mean anything she said to me. but I was totally wrong all she said was

"Please, don't call me or try to contact me on any way, we are done for good" she sobbed

All I could do was nod. because if I talked I felt like I was going to breakdown and fall. all I managed to say was

"I'm sorry"

"Sorry isn't enough" I barely heard her whisper.

I wipe ed the door and walked out, waiting to hear the door shut. because I knew that when that door shut. it was the last time I would be this close to Her.

*****A/N*****

Yup ok hate me. go ahead.

Well anyways I'm sorry this chapter ended this way but I'm pretty sure you saw it coming. OH AND IM REALT SUPER SORRY FOR BOT UPDATING ITS JUST SCHOOL AND VOLLEYBALL AND OTHER SHIT IM REALLY SORRY.

I LOVE YOU

THANKS FOR READING

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