Manan one mistake

Chain of thoughts chpt 24

After tying yellow thread pandit asked Manik to wear bichus. All are blessing with flower petals.

After all rituals completed newly wedded couple took blessings from all elders.

Murthy hugged Nandini and got tears, Nandini too felt emotional she too cried.
"Naa Nandu you are happy na?"
"Yes papa, but I want my marriage gift"
"I know I know our little secret"
All looked at them in confusion
"I will get your bhai married to your best friend as soon as possible I will talk to them" Murthy cleared their confusion
Abhi and Navya blushed. Looked at each other and blushed more
"Oooo abhi you are blushing" druv teased
After a long session of teasing they all walked to lunch.

After all rituals completed. Murthy are happy that they completed marriage "we are really great full for fulfilling our wish and you made it success though it's a simple one"
"I enjoyed my marriage it's really a special and enternal feeling thank you for making this special" Manik hugged Murthy

Nandini after a long time looked into Manik's eyes. They are filled with unknown happiness and glitters no shadow of guilt or regret. She felt it more happy.

After bidayi, Manik's family along with Nandini entered Malhotra empire. She got a warm welcome from family all cherished her with gifts.

Nandini is sitting in Manik's room.
"What a eventful and blissful day it is, today I became Mrs.Nandini Manik Malhotra. The princess. Junior.

When I first saw Manik on road full tali, drank brown colour trouser and white full hands shirt, hair messy, dark pink lips, neatly shaved, mole above upper lip, fair complexion. Tall, may be handsome than Greek god.

Is he real??? How attractive he is? I just want to be in his hug what the hell am I thinking??? He is dangerously attractive.

All the time I was just checking him out. When he all of sudden started to climb tree, I ran to hold him, hahaha!!!!! I am??? Really???? He is tall and fit, I myself looked at me and felt pity on myself. Still I tried to hold him tight.

His chocolate brown eyes, o my god!!! They are so intense, he said "your eyes are twinkling like stars" he is so close his hot breath mixed with alcohol is making me dizzy I leaned towards him. My concentration was on his eyes but my aim is totally on his dark shaded pink lips they look soft they may taste much more sweet

No no I am going insane, he leaned more on me, his lips are blushing mine, again said same thing that my eyes are twinkling, while he is talking his lips are pecking on my lips so softly and smooth. When I was in my Lala land he dozed off on my shoulder.

After that he became my Prince Charming. Even my breath was for him. I know I can't even meet him again. I don't even know his name, still I am just waiting like crazy.

Things are going well but I was missing him so much, everything I wear, I used check does he like it or not??? While I am singing dancing doing anything I just felt that it's for him

Years passed my craziness too increased. Navya used to tease me a lot. I always blushed at her comments. Never gave up on him why I don't know

When I decided to do job family was not happy but I want to explore myself. Explore this new me, as a middle class girl I know in one or two years I will get married before that I should know how to deal with society but but but my inner soul knows that I want to search for him in this world.

Yes I want to search for him before it's too late. I don't know what was it between he and me, still I want to find him for that I need to come out of my world which carries only family and college if I work I can meet new people and new place where there is chance to find him

When I came to interview in Malhotra's, it was Druv sir who took my interview. I was shocked, surprised, awestrucked what not?????  He is the guy who was with him. Yes he is his friend who was present on that day with him

My heart was bouncing, jumping with madness. Many time navya warned me saying it's life Nandini not any Bollywood movie where you can meet your Prince Charming again. But today it is going to happen same as movie.

Druv sir selected me. I have no boundaries for happiness. It's like my years of waiting is going to finish but I didn't see him

After three days of my joining in office I heard news about my boss arrival and I am praying that it should be him. Guess what it's him yes yes yes him only him the Manik Malhotra

I finally found him. The prince Manik Malhotra. O God!!!! He is the prince???? Not my just Prince Charming. His status and his Royal tag is beyond my reach. I lost him

I know I am no where I lost him still I didn't feel dejected or discouraged. Why I don't know, there is no hope still I feel some thing.

Days passed around me is changing in office. Every one are respecting me, I am only given to work for him not even a single work is allowed to do more. Unknowingly I felt like I am treated specially. All my colleagues are respecting me rather than being friendly.

Manik is now playing cards around me, Druv sir and krishna sir are visiting me often. They are even respecting me. Wait junior????? Yes they all address me as junior why???? I am uncomfortable with it still some where down I feel like I am happy for unknown reason

Finally I asked for the reason of my special treatment. He twisted the reply. Game of playing around bushes started. I at last came to know that he remembered me, he too waiting for me, he too have same feelings

Meetings, dates, surprises, what not in three months. Life became blissful. All around me became beautiful. Ours is growing feelings are growing. Love is in the air

The day arrived. Hotel inauguration we both are excited as Manik is planning a surprise. I know he is going to propose me. I am nth cloud . Things will be fair enough now everything straight forward. Face to face feelings are expressive.

Everything turned to disaster. A perfect day turn to nightmare. What should I say???? Is it really a disaster??? No a big no.

Manik a real gentleman. He expressed his love for me. Yes now I came to know that intercourse is an expression of ultimate love where love is felt. How can a man be so sensitive and caring even in that state??? I really bow infront of his control, his care and love

I am lucky. I love Manik. He loves me. We got married. Our marriage is so beautiful. I can see the happiness in his eyes I am blessed

Now I have a challenge, his guilt. Yes Manik's guilt is my villain. It makes my heart piercing. No Manik we made love it's pure expression of love. I enjoyed every bit of it only regret is you are unconscious. It's killing me

How can say this to you???? I know everything which I have to make you believe but how can I???? I feel ashamed and embarrassed to say that I enjoyed your touch, your kisses, you playing on my body, you teasing me, you caring me and you...... making out every bit Manik but how?????

Being a girl is one thing, being a middle class girl is one thing, being a shy girl is one thing and being hesitated is one thing how to over come this barriers Manik????? Please you try to overcome your guilt and see me you will find my love as I can't confront to you it's impossible for me please I beg you God help me.