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"You came!" I hear once I walk into Hoseok's house.
The further inside I got the more my eyes came in contact with the black haired man sitting on the brown loveseat.
"Not yet he didn't." Yoongi's voice echos within the quiet room.
Instantly, I knew he meant it in a dirty way.
Then it clicked.
"You told him didn't you?!" I cry out.
Hoseok looks at me and rubs the back of his head while flashing a nervous smile.
"It just kinda slipped out."
"He was quick to tell me that he had kissed you." Yoongi says as he looks at me.
"Although I should have been the first one to do that." He adds.
Then I was blushing.
"I'm kidding." He laughs as he stands and walks over to me.
"Don't take things I say too seriously. Alright?" He asks as he slings an arm around my shoulder and pulls me into his side.
My face was on fire.
"Where are Jin and Namjoon?" I ask after a moment.
"They can't come today. It's just us three." Hoseok says and I mentally curse.
It's not that I didn't want to hang out with them it's just that this atmosphere seemed awkward.
"What should we do then?" Yoongi asks from beside me.
"Well I was actually thinking that we could give Jimin a little lesson about being with guys."
When Hoseok says that my eyes grow three times the normal size.
"You've never been with a guy before? In what way?" Yoongi asks, looking down at me in shock.
"In every way." I say back quietly.
I was embarrassed.
I bet you could already guess how awkward and humiliating that was for me.
"You mean to tell me you've never kissed a guy before Hoseok?" Yoongi asks, wide eyed.
"I kissed a guy when I was younger!" I say defensively.
"Have you ever been kissed by a guy who you were attracted to?" Yoongi asks, his eyes on mine.
I shake my head.
"Have you ever been kissed by a guy who was attracted to you?" Yoongi then asks.
From behind him I could hear Hoseok snicker.
"No." I say, my voice low.
"Do you want to be?" He asks.
My eyes widen as I shake my head furiously.
This causes both of them to start laughing.
"You're so innocent. It's adorable." Yoongi says.
"And hot."
My heart was racing, my hands were clammy, and I was blushing like crazy.
I was convinced that all of Yoongi's flirting was solely because I was the new guy among the friend group.
He was messing with me to get a good laugh.
I was sure of it at the time.
"It isn't funny." I say.
"Huh?" Yoongi asks, his laugh fading.
"I said it isn't funny! I'm sorry that I have zero confidence! I'm sorry that I'm ashamed of who I am! I'm sorry I'm not openly gay like the rest of you!"
And I regretted it.
I regretted saying what I felt.
I still regret it to this day.
"Woah, calm down. It was only a joke." Yoongi says, his face, along with Hoseoks, filled with complete shock.
"Well it wasn't funny." I say as I grab my things and leave, ignoring their comments from behind me.
Looking back on it, I knew the way I had reacted was childish.
I acted like a little kid and yet I couldn't bring myself to turn back around.
I was annoyed with myself for having gotten so worked up.
He meant no harm with the comment and that was obvious now.
I was too embarrassed to go back and admit that.
I'd just feel like even more of an idiot.
So I didn't say anything as I made my way back to my dorm-room.
That night, I went to sleep butthurt as hell.
[...] A/n: Idk if I'll post tomorrow or the next day bcuz of Christmas. I'll decide tomorrow but I probably won't end up uploading. I hope you guys are enjoying the story though! Ily💛
