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Maybe you're wondering why I suddenly had confidence?
You're probably wondering why I hadn't asked him that sooner.
The answer being, I don't know why either.
I guess I was too nervous and insecure.
Yet in that moment, I felt something I hadn't felt before..
I felt safe, comfortable, loved.
Around Yoongi, everything just felt so right.
I know you're wondering what happened next so let me tell you.. ••• "Did I just hear you correctly?" Yoongi asks, turning me around so he could face me.
His eyes were wide and he was smiling slightly.
I nodded and watched as his smile grew.
"Are you sure? You're not going to get mad at me afterwards, are you?" He asked through squinted eyes.
I laugh and shake my head.
Sure, I was nervous.
I was shaking for fucks sake.
That wasn't going to stop me though, not this time.
Yoongi smiles at me before taking my face into his warm hands.
As he gets closer and closer, I feel my stomach doing flips and my palms beginning to sweat.
I knew he could see how nervous I was but he didn't make fun of me.
He didn't even laugh.
Finally, his lips brush against mine gently.
I was so nervous that all I could do was stand there.
I should have mentioned this before but..I didn't know how to kiss.
I had only ever pecked lips.
Never once had I fully kissed or made out with someone.
Yoongi's mouth begins to move against mine and still, I can't do anything but hopelessly move my lips in a way that wasn't right.
Yoongi pulls back, a frown clear on his lips.
"You asked me for a kiss and yet you're not even kissing back." He says.
I look down, completely embarrassed.
"Jimin.."
Yoongi's voice was a knowing one.
"Do you really not know how to kiss?" He asks, his voice half, serious half on the edge of laughter.
When I don't reply he chuckles and pulls me into his chest.
"You're seriously more innocent than I thought, Park Jimin."
My face, once again, was burned with shades of red.
"Come inside, you've got a lot to learn."
Now I knew I was going to be blushing a lot more than I had planned that night. ••• Yes, of course I was embarrassed.
It seemed as if everyone knew how to kiss in that moment and I didn't.
It was humiliating.
I didn't want to face Yoongi after that but it seemed I wasn't getting away that easily.
I was almost positive that Yoongi would be teaching me a lot more than just kissing.
Embarrassingly enough, I kept thinking about how he might be my first everything.
The thought was scary and made me insanely nervous but at the same time, I didn't totally hate the idea.
After all, I'd rather it be Yoongi than anyone else.
Not that I'd ever admit that out loud to him.
I wouldn't give him another reason to smirk and tease me.
