Beneath The Surface

Happy Birthday TaeTae

Happy Birthday to my BTS bias Kim Taehyung. He was my first and still is my bias, 😁 haven't wavered👏🏽 (we all know other BTS members make that hard). Through everything he has been through he still manages to show us his beautiful smile.

Though I wouldn't know if he's pushing himself or not I hope he is truly happy. Recent events really just open your eyes to what's really happening, someone could be hurting and you wouldn't know.

One minute someone's there the next they're not, the thought alone is scary. Sometimes as someone on the side watching you wonder if you could have done something to help, to prevent it from happening again.

Let's all please pray for the well-being of anyone having hard times or going through something. I really hope you get through it, you may not believe it but you are strong.

The strength to overcome bad situations can come from many things, I hope you find something that inspires that in you. That's what BTS is for me, something about them and their music just lifts tons of pressure off my chest.

It's funny really I'm the type of person who will look at people and though they might not reach whatever society categorized as 'good looking'😒 I always find something I think is absolutely beautiful about them.

And no I'm not talking about something like 'Oh well you have a great personality' though that's great too. I really mean people all look beautiful to me, there's something to envy in every person I meet I swear.

I grew up around a lot of strong women with mouths on them so I never really felt insecure growing up, till I did. It was a change but I think my priorities are just different than the average person so I never let them control what I did or how I acted.

I can go around preaching that all I want but I had to realize not everyone is gonna just wake up one day and think the way I did. Life isn't like that and everyone has different life experiences, it was wrong of me to try and force my opinions on someone else even if I has good intentions.

I'm still young and I haven't found the best way to approach those kinds of things I just know I wanna be there for anyone who needs someone. I wouldn't want to find myself alone in a bad situation, so why leave someone else in that position.

Not everyone's gonna like you but that doesn't mean you should give them the power to hurt you. Self love is the best kind it's where you learn to love others in a way only you can. Wish you the best, if you need someone to talk to I'm here .

Love ya lots 💝

Now back to my baby HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉

He is tooo cute.

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New chapter coming out either today or tomorrow. Would say today for sure since it's his birthday and all but busy all weekend so I don't have a lot of time to write. I'll start using my phone and try that way 😬 pray for me.