A Daughter Seeking For Love and Attention

Chapter 2

Kali's POV

It may be a small gesture, but it matters. I can't help but think deeply about my situation. Honestly, I'm tired of being ignored, I‘m tired of being judged, I'm tired of being alone but even if I do the kindest thing in the world, the world won't give me what I want.

I was too preoccupied that I didn't notice that we are already outside the University. I told our driver to fetch me before 5 pm so that I don't need to wait. Saka lang ako lumabas ng kotse when he nodded. Papunta nako ng classroom when the girl from yesterday appeared and clean the already cleaned pathway. I was about to ignore her when a bunch of students started to throw garbage on my pathway, making it hard for the girl. I recognized this group of people, their circle of friends are bullies and I despise their attitudes.I just can't ignore this situation, I will just create another scene like I usually do.

“Throw another piece of garbage and I'll let you eat that. You are testing my patience”- now I'm mad. My already ruined mood is now wrecked. These simpleton people are giving me headaches.

They are taken aback by what I said. They have this confused look like they are about to tell me why I am out of character. The brown-haired girl was about to talk back when the leader cut her off. The audacity of this bitch! They immediately leave the place.

I glared at the girl, she is still here picking up the mess that the walking disasters did, I'm talking about those simpleton group of students. "Leave!"-walang emosyon kong sambit. I masked my pity into anger, I prefer being hated instead of getting thanked.

She was dumbfounded by what I said. She's like processing it and it won‘t sink on her mind. I‘m started to get pissed off. "I said leave!"-my voice is twice colder than usual for her to know that I want her out of my sight.

Dali dali naman nitong itinayo ang sarili when she finally gets what I mean at halos magkanda dapa dapa itong tumakbo papalayo. Tinignan ko naman ang mga chismosa sa palagid, na agad namang nagsialisan. Nagpatuloy nako sa paglalakad hanggang marating ang classroom. Umupo na ako sa upuan ko, as usual wala akong katabi dahil ayaw nilang tumabi sakin well hindi ko na kasalanan kung takot sila.

That's not my problem anymore if they prepared sitting on the floor than sitting beside me.

Lumipas ang dalawampung minuto ngunit hindi padin dumadating ang prof namin. I'm getting annoyed kaya kinuha ko na ang bag ko upang makalabas na dahil pag wala pa ang prof namin within twenty minutes automatically wala kaming pasok sa subject na ito, it is stated in school manual, sayang 2 hours pa naman.

Saktong lalabas na sana ako ng classroom nang madatnan ko sa labas ang prof namin, papasok sana ito ngunit nakita niya ako. I make sure to plaster my emotionless face so that she won‘t have a clue of what I‘m planning on my mind right now. I think she deserves it naman for always coming late sa subject namin. We are not paying for this kind of professor.

" Saan ka pupunta Miss Del Vega?"-tanong ng prof namin. Nakataas na naman ang kilay nito unlike last time, umabot na ito ngayon sa hairline niya.

"Aalis!"-sagot ko. Hindi pinapansin ang tinig niyang napakastrikta. I love how her expression turned into a shocking one. Since it is my first time disrespecting her. Well, kamusta naman ang pagdidisrespect niya sa amin at sa effort ng magulang namin para sa tuition na binabayad namin sakaniya. Kung hindi 10 minutes ay 15 minutes siyang late, hindi pa nagtuturo at pinagseself study lang kami tapos kung may malate ng dating sa klase niya with valid reason hindi niya tatanggapin? Come on, I‘m so tired of witnessing that every day.

" Hindi ka papasok sa subject ko?"-nagmamaldita niyang tanong. Mukhang nakabawi na siya sa pagkakabigla dahil matapang na ito sumasagot sa akin.