Adriana:
My dad just dropped me at home and then took off again after he picked me up from the hospital. He only mumbled something about needing milk but when I walked to the kitchen to get some food for the deep cravings, I saw two bottles of milk in the fridge.
"I have a uncanny feeing about this." I squinted my eyes, thinking about what's going on but eventually just dropped it, walking over to the couch and devouring all my snacks whilst watching movies.
It's not the best way to waste time, but what the hell. I'm pregnant. And that's an excuse to literally anything. "Dad?" Silence. "Dad is that you?" I pushed myself up from the chair, that's a scene to see, and walked over to the front door. "Oh my god, Dad!" I yelled, placing my hand on over my heart as I looked at him. He was just as frightened. "I called out to hear if it was you! Why didn't you answer?" He laughed, walking closer and pecking my cheek as he placed his hands down on my belly.
"I'm sorry, I didn't hear." He spoke softly, be bending down a bit.
"I feel her kicking." My eyes met his and I smiled a bit. "You're the first one who did that dad."
"Really? Didn't Shawn feel t-" but he cut himself off after probably seeing the sad look in my eyes. "He didn't want to." I sighed, "He said he didn't want to get attached."
"Trust me my girl. He's wanting to be in this with you so much, you should just not be so hard on him because he doubts himself so much."
"I'm not hard on him dad I just want to know if he's in this with me or not. Because I don't not want my baby growing up without knowing who her real parent is." I yelled, seeing the sad look in his eyes when I mentioned it.
Because I don't know who my mom is.
I walked upstairs, sitting down on my bed and started crying. "God I hate being pregnant!" I yelled, sobbing as I yelled. "Well you are one of the most hottest, pregnant girls I've ever seen." I heard, looking up and seeing Shawn standing in the doorway of my room. "What are you doing here?" I cried. "Your dad picked me up after dropping you off." He walked in and sat down next to me.
"You're the milk?" He furrowed his eyebrows together, chuckling as he looked at me.
"He mumbled something about going out to get milk but we have that. He went to get you." I looked in to his eyes after taking his hand in mine. Just seeing him now makes me cry even harder.
"Why are you upset?"
"I don't know." I sobbed in to his chest, feeling his hands rubbing up and down my back.
"Can we tak about why you left me at the hospital?"
"Because you don't want to-"
"I never said I didn't want to raise this child with you Adriana. This is my girl too. I'm just- I'm afraid." I caressed his cheek. "But don't be." I begged, resting my forehead against his. I felt his jaw clenching as his eyes closed. "I love you Shawn." I whispered, pecking his lips and just as I pulled away he crashed his lips to mine.
Deepening the kiss within seconds.
"I love you too baby. And I want to be in this family with you."
"You are. And talk to me when you start doubting things because I can reassure you that there's nothing to worry about." He nodded, giving me one more kiss.
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We lied down on the bed for a while, sometimes talking but mostly just looking at each other in a dead, comfortable, silence. "Can I show you something?" I whispered, looking up at him as I waited for his response. "Yeah, sure." He nodded, pressing up on his elbow as I rolled on to my back. "Okay sit up." He sat crossed leg next to me, scooting closer.
I lifted up my shirt, showing my belly to him.
"Give me your hand." I said softly as I smiled at him. He gave me his hand and I placed it down at the right bottom of my belly. "Do you feel that?" His eyes grew big as a small smile awoke on his lips.
"Skyler." He whispered, looking down at my belly with the most surrealist smile ever. I even saw tears pooling up in his eyes. He stood up on his knees, stumbling to my side of the bed and sat down between my legs and placing down both of his hands to feel her kicking.
He sat like that the entire time, caressing my belly and kissing it as he talked with me. It's amazing to see him this happy over something he was so unsure about before.
He stayed the night, saying that tomorrow I should come back home with him. I'm happy my dad went to get him.
"You're going to be the most amazing father ever." I whispered as I saw him fast asleep next to me, his hand still on my belly.
I pecked his forehead before cuddling closer and falling asleep as well.
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