Jin P.O.V. (2)

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I sat in the corner of the room, three blankets layered on top of me so that nobody could see me. As soon as I slowly started opening up to being near others, the memories of him flashed into my mind. Constant images of the incident started going through my brain and I lost control of them. I tried to make them go away, crawling back into my room in the corner. Now it's been three days since it came back and they won't go away.

I haven't had much to eat or drink since I crawled back in my room, and I always come crawling back to this corner after using the restroom whenever I needed. I feel hopeless and the doctors can't help me. It's almost impossible to get a sedative in me because I panic if anyone reaches out to even touch me or anything. Why did this happen to me? Why couldn't it have been someone else?

Poor Jimin, he probably feels responsible for all of this. It couldn't be his fault, honestly. He always gets distracted, but that is what makes him such a sweet and light-hearted boy. I am so worried about all the others and I want to be able to check on all of them, but I am in such an awful condition that I just don't know what to do anymore. 

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