love hurts. (completed)

not fighting

Fergal's POV

I sighed as Sasha and I peeked into the room where the kids were saying goodbye to Pam. Pam was awake but still very, very weak.

"I love you guys."

Pam whispered as Skye cuddled herself into her arm. I smiled a bit as I heard someone walk down the hall. And who I saw made my stomach churn.

"What the hell are you doing here?"

I asked Daniel as he placed Ethan's baby carrier on a chair.

"I figured Pam would want to say goodbye to her boy. Besides, you both need me here."

He said as he looked at Sasha and I.

"We don't need you here."

"Actually, you do. You see, I'm legally Pamela's husband, which means I make all the decisions on what happens to her."

Daniel said as Sasha and I exchanged looks.

"Sadly, he's right."

Sasha whispered as I sighed.

"Just let Pam see Ethan."

I said as I sat down in a chair.

Pamela's POV

I smiled as I watched Daniel bring Ethan into the room.

"Hello baby boy."

I whispered as I took Ethan from Daniel's arms. I smiled as Ethan looked up at me and stretched his little arms out.

"I don't wanna leave him. I'm so terrified of dying."

I whispered to Daniel.

"Don't think like that. You're gonna live."

"Don't give me that bullshit Daniel. I'm dying. I have hours to live. I need a new heart and they don't have one. Even if I get a new one, that only gives me so much time. I'm a dead girl walking. So don't try and cheer me up when I have nothing to fight for."

I whispered as I looked down at Ethan. It was the truth. And the truth hurt so much more then I was expecting.